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allmysinsx (profile) wrote,
on 5-14-2004 at 11:41pm
i need kristen
where is she
i was hoping she would be on
i want to talk to her so bad
she's the only one i can talk too
and she's the only one i really believe when she says
" brielle, i'm always here for you"
i believe katie, but she overreacts and thinks i have a secret that i haven't told anyone, she was completely off
danielle has a big mouth...

i told kristen something last night
i wonder if she thought it was true
i probably shouldn't have said it?
but i did
i wonder what she was thinking
it wasn't true.. but i think about it all the time
i've gotten so close one time
it's terrible
kristen.. please don't tell anyone what i told you

i think and wonder..
what kinda person am i turning into?
i dont want to be like this
it's not good... not at all
i hate it.. it's what i never wanna be
where did i go so wrong?
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greyXmatter

05-15-04 10:52am

alright, i'm going to ATTEMPT to talk (harhar over the computer, yes. you get my idea..) except i can barely breathe right now and it kind of sucks, so if i wheeze or gag or something, please, smack me. alright.. here goes.

if it upsets you that much, whatever it is, you need to tell someone. i mean, i can't say that it doesn't matter who, because it sure as hell does. you can't trust anyone with your life. if you have any doubts about who you're telling, it's not the right person. even a split second of unsure thoughts. its just... not the right person. before you tell anyone you have to find out who that someone is. i know it kind of sucks waiting, cause i have to do it all the time, but that's what you have to do. -WHEEZE- ::cough:: *GAG* -breathe- COUGH! ow. okay, so as i was saying... if it's bothering you that much, think about everything i said up there. it may feel like shit at the time, but you can't just tell anyone at one time. you have to think about who it is, like i did with you, because otherwise, things can turn out really... really bad. trust me, i've been through that... ::rolls eyes::

i kind of just woke up... so i'm like "yahwah?" and groggy at this moment.... but.. if you want to talk to me later, you know, i'll be on and whatever. i'm always on.

but... at two, i have to go slave these kids around, but i'll be back at like 4:00. and then i have to go get ready for my horseshow. well.. whatever. just try and catch me if you want to.

love
cas

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allmysinsx

Re:, 05-16-04 1:28am

i know i should tell someone, but it's so confusing, it's like i don't know what i am feeling, mix emotions?.. i get all confused.. and.. i know... all of what you said is true.. but i'm just so confused right now.. woah.. i sound like such an idiot right here..

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greyXmatter

Re: Re:, 05-16-04 7:22am

lmao, no you don't. you sound like.. brielle. brielle isn't an idiot.

*IM's you*

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Anonymous

05-17-04 7:33pm

alright well this is gonna be a weird comment since im all like bouncy and shit and this isnt.. and um.. remember that time i spit turkey at you... haha... DUDE remember that other time when i liie first got my pool and i wanted you to go and but you wouldnt becuase you had your period.. you prolyu dont.. hahahahhahahhaa... wow im stuuupid

-k
hey belle i love you.. i dont think i tell you that enought... but i do man you WOW I ALMOST SAID ROCK... haha.. your so cool and i love you

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