05-15-04 11:29pm

Deep breaths, j0.

It's life. Summer's almost here and all your stress will disappear once it rolls around.

Love you.

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05-16-04 12:03am

If you don't think I'm who you thought I was, it's no fault of mine.

You "fell in love” with me and painted this perfect picture of who I am. You put me out to be something that no one could be. You molded me into something I am not and cannot be.

And now, when you see who I am, when you see all of my faults, you know that I am not who you thought I was.

And you're surprised!

But see, you forgot things along the way. You know I care about people. You know I worry about others. But you forgot that when you don't care that I'm caring and worrying about you, when you don't care about what happens to you, when you don't care if I'm listening or if I'm here for you waiting and trying to help, I don't care either.

So, yes. You were wrong about me. You still are. You painted a picture of who I was and now that you've stepped back to observe your work, you've seen your fatal flaw.

I'm only human. And there's no way you can even attempt to make me immortal. There's no way I'll let you make me out to be something I cannot be. I will not let you make me more than I am.

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