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xinfectionbytearzx (profile) wrote,
on 5-16-2004 at 12:14am
Current mood: Wishing
Music: Colorblind-Counting Crows
Subject: ::I So Galantly Wish::
I wish I could count the stars.
Put them in their place.
I wish I could take them down.
Caress them on my face.

I wish I could count the grass.
Run my hand down the green.
I wish I could color them blue.
Let all the sky be seen.

I wish I could count the clouds.
Throw my arms up in them.
I wish I could lay up there.
Sleep with all of them.

I wish I could count my tears.
Wipe them all away.
I wish I could turn them red.
Make the blood stain.

I wish I could count the words.
That you've said to me.
I wish I could burn them all to hell.
Take them as lies, and not believe.
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Strange to think...how I'm breaking apart. Breaking down. And no one realizes it. I've reached this strange depression once again. You know, the one that you always wished never came back again? Yea.

I had this feeling long ago. When I lost what I thought was everything. I had this feeling when I moved apart from what meant the most to me. Now, it's back again. When I finally thought everything was great....I realize I'm right back where I began.

I wish this disease die away. I wish I could cure it all. why had is come for me? And why do I deserve it?......
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anubis24354

05-16-04 6:04pm

I'm here for you my love. However you may need me I'll be here for you. I love you Angel.

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FreedomFighter

Re:, 05-17-04 8:57am

hey jordan what was that one journal site you were using that you had posted on your profile.that site seemed pretty cool so i think im going to switch.Just let me know if you would please.Thanks

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xinfectionbytearzx

Re: Re:, 05-17-04 10:15pm

It was Xanga.com. Just set up an account there. It's pretty easy. But sort of....has to have HTML knowlegde to really have to work it.

hope that helps, Ciao.
Jordan

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