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kalika9037 (profile) wrote,
on 5-17-2004 at 7:04pm
Dave, I blame you because of cancelling on me this morning. I just proved once again that being left to my own devices ALWAYS gets me into piles of shit. I lost all self-respect today, I absolutely loathe myself. It's days like today which make me question the point of my existence on this earth. If I could find a single redeeming quality of myself that point might be easier to see.
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jenn's here to save the day!, 05-17-04 9:00pm

danielle danielle danielle .. what is this im reading? you bashing yourself?! i thought that was my job? im supposed to be the one bad talking myself and you're supposed to be yelling at me for it .. not the other way around!! ok well ill just try and be like you when i do this kinda stuff .. here goes nothing ..
danielle! if i hear you bad talk yourself ever again im gonna rip off one of my arms just to have something to throw at you. [sound familiar? yeah you posted the same thing in my journal on april 29 :)] sweetie, everyone makes mistakes, and this happened to be a big one, but you learned from it. dont beat yourself up so much over it. you're still the same great, charasmatic, caring girl that everyone knows and loves. one mistake isn't going to change the way people feel about you if they truly care. [am i making any sense or just babbling uncontrolably? im trying here! you do it so much better!] ok .. moving on, cuz i dont think im that great at helping in these kinds of situations .. now onto the more cheerful stuff [kinda] ..
danielle! [how many times have i said your name in this post? lol] i dont know what i would have done without you this year! you have been there for me through a lot and helped me through even more. you're such an amazing person and you've been such a great part of my life. i'd be so lost without you. you're such a wonderful person, dont lose sight of that ever! always keep that pretty smile on your face. dont forget me when you go to UF because [1] ill never forget you and the impact that you've had on my life and [2] because ill need someone to show me around when i go to UF in 2 years. ill see you there! <333 ealge-ettes just wouldn't have been the same without you and i dont know how i'll ever be able to thank you. i never thought that i could become so close with someone so fast, but is been proven. eagle-ettes made you more than just a friend. you're like a sister to me. i love you danielle holm! <33 SEE YOU AT UF!

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