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| poisonedxlove (profile) wrote, on 5-18-2004 at 3:51pm | |
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| saturday was so much fucking fun! i was gunna go down to kristen's house but nobody was home to give her the car to come up here and pick me up... so we scratched that idea... then lisa asked me to go to the movies w/ her... so i jumped on that.... we went to the mall first to look for homies lol... went into eckard to get supplies, then made our way to the movies... the movie started at 10.... i got home about midnight.. it was alot of fun.... *:·. .·:* *:·. .·:* i don't exactly remember what happened sunday... so i don't think it was anything important... however, monday was extremely eventful and exciting... my mom took me to school, and as i walked by the gym, tiffany found me and was like "did you see monica?" and i just kinda cocked my head and looked at her funny n i was like "well that'd be nice, but she's kinda away, remember?" and she was like "no, monica's here.. shes in b2" and i like... flipped out, and went to see her... yea well we talked for a little while... she told me she was visiting for the day cause she was home for 3 days of the weekend and since she came home saturday, she had til monday night... well she went to homeroom and so did i... and i went to first and second periods... but third i went to lunch with megan... and then monica came in... she had gone to eat breakfast with her grandparents during 1st and 2nd... we hung out 3rd and 4th in the lunch room... 5th period we went to guidance to surprise mrs rackozy... it was so funny.. i was like "i have a surprise for you" and she walked out of the room and her face lit up and she hugged monica and was like "this is a great present" it was cute... then we just stayed there 5th period and talked about alot of stuff with monica and how she's doing... and how its going to be hard when she comes back cause of the surroundings and the drugs... but i told her i'd help her with it since i'm not into that shit like that anymore... but its even going to be hard for me.. but its worth it.. well 6th period we went to talk to mrs kowal... then we went to lunch and hung out.... 7th period, we went to talk to mr miller, and 8th period i went to class... and i didn't see her after that... it had to be the best day in a long time... i've missed her so much.. its been 3 and a half months... and idk when i'll see her again.. hopefully she's going to be home the weekend of the 29th, cause that's thayers party and i can hopefully see her there... she doesn't see how different it is here without her, and she looks so much better, she's skinnier, has alot more color in her face... and she looks happier... the thing i miss about her the most is how when we're around alot of people, monica's always the one joking around and all... but as soon as its just me and her... whether on the phone, or just walking around somewhere, we can have a completely serious conversation... and she can show her emotions and talk about them with me, and it shows that she trusts me, but this is good for her, she'll come out completely changed, and i'll be here for her 100% *:·. .·:* *:·. .·:* on another note, i didn't go into school today until 5th period... i walked to school, stopped at 7-11 on the way, and chilled in lunch 5th n 6th periods... went to 7th n 8th... nothing interesting... i gotta do all the laundry, clean my room, plan out how i'm going to move things... and babysit my brother all today.. it sucks... i just wanna be lazy and sit on my ass all night, but ehh.. shit happens. *:·. .·:* *:·. .·:* what holds us together? what do you think? nothing. nothing holding us together now. someone's always left behind. someone's always left behind with nothing to hold on to. Days Left Of School: 21 days. |
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lillettelykewhut | 05-19-04 3:22pm u should write and tell ppl to pray for my mom |