05-19-04 12:22am

I may not know what you fuckin went thru, but I know what it's like to suffer, and that little fuckin comment

~for those of you who have seen it and dont understand why i cry which will probably be kelli cuz she doesnt care about me~

what the fuck is that shit?!

How do you know if
I have seen it or not?

YOU DON'T!

you know what?

even tho U are mad at ME, I still fuckin care about your well being, just cuz you are going thru a little "i hate kelli, she doesn't care about me" phase, doesn't actually mean I don't care about you, if i didnt, why would i even bother to look at your journal, or comment?

I'm sorry, but you are so very naive!
Open your eyes kristen, you think no one can care about you, and you are not seeing what is so obviously there...

It's a question of your own faith, why don't you try to see thru all the words that were said, and see all the actions that are made...you just don't know, if you think i don't care for you, you are blind

I care about you, I listen to you, I WANT to hear what you are going thru, and if I can, I will give you some advice, and what part of that is saying that I don't care about you?

I just want you to tell me how you think I don't care about you, cause I don't see it...just explain it to me...

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Re:, 05-19-04 5:36pm

i know people care about me!!! im not so blind that i dont see that, you are... you're the one that thinks the whole world is fucking against you... if u wanted me to list how many people i know that care about me, it would take me awhile, but if you tried you'd list like 3 people cuz YOURE the one who cant see... im trying to just ignore u and leave it alone but u keep leaving comments in my journal just leave me alone!!! if ur gunna start yelling at me and saying that you care about me at the same time, it makes it harder for me to believe...

IF YOU KNEW ME AT ALL YOU'D KNOW I SAY HOW I FEEL... AND I DONT FUCKING CARE IF YOU THINK IM BLIND I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS OF ME BECAUSE IM HAPPY WITH MYSELF!!!!!!! goshh do you think im fucking two years old the way you put it "you're little i hate kelli she doesnt care about me phase" ???? get a life and leave me alone... at least i dont think the entire world revolves around my problems.. i actually know how to pay attention to others...

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Re: Re:, 05-19-04 6:35pm

um hi you probably dont know me but im kellis friend erica the one that was pregnant from cali, ya well im sorry if you didnt want me to read your journal but i just want to comment on your guys' argument. i dont really know why you guys are arguing but if your freindship mattered to you both you guys would try to work things out. you guys cant just yell at each other thinking thats how your going to solve things. i think you guys really need to talk about it not online but on the phone. well im sorry again for interrupting but i just thought i would comment on this. and if you dont want me to read your journal please tell me. well hope things are better between you two. well take care bye.

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Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-04 7:01pm

its ok if u read my journal i dont mind... dont worry bout whats goin on between us... i can take care of it... but thanks for caringg

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Re: Re:, 05-19-04 7:32pm

just like erica said, I am trying to work this out, but your not willing to...and that kills me...

I dont think everyone is against me in the world, you havent talked to me in a looonnnnggg time, i dont think that n e more, because i have to much to hold on to...

I am sorry your not willing to work things out, I truely am...

It doesnt mean i hate you, I'm just hurt that your not willing to work out our friendship...i thought it was more than that...its up to you kristen...I tried

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Re: Re: Re:, 05-20-04 10:03am

you didnt try... u made things worse.. leave me alone..

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-20-04 2:59pm

How did I make things worse on your part?

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-20-04 3:43pm

i was honestly starting to get over it until u commented screaming ur ass off at me now just leave me the hell alone!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-20-04 4:17pm

forever?

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-20-04 5:06pm

i dont know! maybe!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-21-04 4:33pm

its me erica again i think u guys just need some time alone from each other to blow some steam off. i dont know wat happened between the two of u but just let time pass and things will be better. and if it dosnt then ur friendship was not ment to be. i hope u guys work things out. im here if any of u two want to talk. im a good listener. u guys cant let little things like this upset u. cuz if that was the case i would probably kill myself for all the things ive been thru. but my mom put me to counciling when when my baby died but anyways this is not about me but i hope things get better for the both of u. well take care bye.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-22-04 10:30am

erica, i dont wanna be rude since you've done nothing to me, but just stay out of it cuz it really isnt your business..

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-22-04 9:16pm

damn im sorry for gettin into ur business just tryin to be a nice person. u could have just told me to not even read ur journal.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-23-04 9:11pm

erica i told u i dont wanna be rude! just dont get involved!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-24-04 9:14pm

fine then i just wont read ur journal ne more i dont understand wat the hell i do wrong to always get chased away.

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