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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 5-20-2004 at 2:03am
Music: Talking Heads - Psycho Killer
Subject: when i have nothing to say/my lips are sealed/say something once/why say it again?
I don't think anybody who reads my journal had the awesome pleasure of experiencing Blonde Redhead opening for Red Hot Chili Peppers and Foo Fighters at Van Andel back in 2000, I believe it was, but I got a chuckle out of this. If you aren't in the know, this is the band that basically got booed offstage by 10,000+ people, and whose lead singer I described as "an Asian Courtney Love on crack." Good times...

Worst opening band ever.

Speaking of Van Andel: According to Pollstar, Sarah McLachlan is coming there on August 24. More info on that as it comes in.

There was some point during the conversation tonight where I just gave myself into what I was fighting against. I've tried so hard to make my verbal behavior smoother and... more in control is the best way I can state it. But perhaps those other people who are listening don't care about any of that, and it might be part of the reason that they associate with me.

I just don't have passionate conviction of many things lately. Things I believe in yes, but little that profoundly moves me. Yeah, there's the old standbys like love... and well, love, but I can only write about that so much before it gets old.

I'm just sick of sugar-coating everything that comes out of my mouth. And opening my mouth to say something to pacify the other person... to reply just for the sake of replying and because I feel the need to make it known I'm not ignoring the other person.

These damn journal enteries aren't helping me anymore. Seriously though, I promise you, I'm happy nowadays... just not here.
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TaoMan1121

05-20-04 2:27am

Oh, and Amanda, I was definitely not talking about you in that next to last paragraph. Just realized how fast I changed subjects there.

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Fanelia

Re:, 05-20-04 4:29pm

Damn boy, you really had me worried for a minute. ;-)

And never worry about smooth talking to me. The effort is unnecessary. I already think you're awesome.
:-D

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