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| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 5-21-2004 at 6:29pm | |
| Current mood: i don't know Music: chevelle Subject: "what a man's got he'll learn to hate" |
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| i cant even say how i feel except really let down and hurt and today was horrible...it was forever long even though it was shorter than a normal school day...im sooo tired and school's nearly out... but im failing almost everything... phelan gave me yet another speech... i didnt get a thespian letter... i nearly cried so much today...during the assembaly i counted 19 joesph shirts to distract myself...and you know i never try to distract myself... jen was talking "we only have a week of school and then were sophomores!" it made me laugh b ut when youre a freshman and sophomore...all you want is to be an upperclassmen...then you get there and wish you had three years left....the responsibility and missing people hits you. you're an adult. you've spent all your life longing for the privlages of later curfews and the ability...whining about bed times and being grounded... you turn eighteen and the control is gone... it's like the women in africa that have rings that hold up their necks...and you know if they took them off, their necks would be weak, maybe so much that they would break. you will spend the rest of your life "remember the days"...talking only of memories, grievences, fallen wishes, broken dreams. you'll talk to your friends, knowing things, rather than making up your own renditions...imaginary worlds and animals for bedst friends drift away, selecting only some very special people to remain in such an enchanting world... |
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Angel_Bob | 05-21-04 6:51pm I hope you feel better.
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Jaganshi | 05-21-04 7:33pm Today was my last day of school, and I enjoyed every minute of high school. Well, maybe not the minutes in precalculus, but the other ones were good! |
toki | 05-22-04 12:44am :-( I'm sorry Jorie. That's not fair. Yuo deserved the thespian letter. And I don't know..As much as you hate to hear this...school's closing. Study for your finals...maybe you can get some grades up.
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loserxdork | 05-22-04 12:57am bwahh even though im not 18 i understand because thats exactly how my ex felt. he hates being 19 and he wishes that he could be a sophmore again.
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