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| behindmysmile (profile) wrote, on 5-21-2004 at 7:14pm | |
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| Ohh wow. Today & yesterday was hell I dont even know where to start. Okay 1st hour, Kristen n Mr. Woodruff, both saw blood that was soakin through my shirt. Yeah i had cut myself that morning. Then he took me to Arkison she called Kim Kim and Arkison called my mom and then my mom called my counsler So they could talk about it. Ended up only going to 3rd hour yesterday. Yeah, called Kim 4th hour, to see if she would pick me up from skool. my mom ended up being there and stole the phone from kim. my mom said i couldnt go to kims t nite So im like wtf ever ya know. I jus jus didnt wanna deal wif my mom But ended up kim showed up at my house right when i got home. went to her house and we talked. even more than me and my mom did. Yeah thats about it. Xcept now i cant go to riot My mom is fuckin retarded!! i hope she does go to jail on the 1st like she is surposed to. While shes there i hope she dies i fuckin hate her. shes immature and fuckin stupid. im jus going to run away t nite ='( I fuckin cant live here, wif these dumbasses. Well thats enough for now. Latah everyone. ='( |
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| Anonymous | Hello, 05-21-04 7:43pm Jilly Iam sorry about you and your mom but i DO love you lots you are number one on my friends list and i hate how you kinda act like iam a somebody like you say iam your friend but you like never mention me but oh well i guess well hang tight and dont do nothing to get you hurt and hopefully everything will be ok Love you bunches Malissa |
tiptoeinthedark | , 05-21-04 7:52pm Im sorry to hear about ur mommy but I hope u dont run away cuhz then I couldnt talk 2 u I love you so so much your my best friend and ya no I'd die without you.. it hurts to see ur cutting urself again.. but im not mad ... can be mad at u so dont worry babe.. its ur decision n if ur gunna I cant stop you just still remember that me n u *together always* n we can get throught n e thign in the world cuhz we got ~*>>eachother<<*~ I love you so so so much! never change.. I love u the way u r *hugs n kisses* xoxo <3 xoxo -much lovin- Ali Jean-o (reply to this) |
behindmysmile | Re: , 05-21-04 8:09pm And ali jean..you mean everthing to me babes. Your the best friend that ive ever had. Thanks for not tryin to change me like the rest of my friends. Thats what i need..i dont need ppl yellin at me for doing it, i need ppl to understand its hard to stop and to jus help me understand they care and its not good for me. Thanks tons for tha babes!! I could never ever live without you babe, You are the best thing thats ever happened to me, and never forget that. I would be nothing without you. And your right, we will get through this, you jus watch and see!! Your the besterestest babes i luv you mroe than you'll ever know!! ♥ <33 Jillane <33 (reply to comment) |
tiptoeinthedark | Re: Re: , 05-22-04 12:53am hey Jillane, I love you so much so far this has just been an internet friendship as you say but to me it is oh so much more. you have helped me through all my dumb problems and held my hand *figure of speach* when I needed someone the most. you are always there for me when I need sumone to talk to. uve gotten me through so many broken hearts n bad boyfriends. always telling me I was too good for them anyways n I deserved better (even if it wasnt the truth). always here to talk about random things, always keeping a smile on my face. you have truly saved my life hunny... so many times I thought it was the end but then I talked to u n u just brightened my day. you are all I need to survive Jilly... only you.. really babes.. ur the best friend anyone could ever ask for and I am so fuckin proud to say Jillane Elizabeth Dahms is my best friend ever and always will be we will be together one day staying up all night in our appartment giggling n laughing n waking to neighbors *tehe*.. there's so much in store for the future n I hope I spend it with u as my best friend right there by my side. I love talking to you cuhz ur one of the only ppl that doesnt judge me n loves me for who I am n loves everythign about me .. even though im a goofball... nobody has ever been this good to me as you have n I appreciate it so much... n I know ur gunna doubt alot of this because u always doubt this stuff.. but it is all 100% true.. cuhz at the end of the day... no matter wut happened.. if Im sad or happy I think of u.. cuhz the thought of u brings a smile to my face,... I cant wait to get home after school so I can talk to the only person in my life that it makes sence why there in my life... your the only one who understands me n really Jilly I would be absolutely nothing without you.. i'd be dead... I so appreciate all you have done for me n I love you so much... no matter what happens we will always be friends I promise you that.. NO MATTER WHAT!!! we have been friends for 3 years n not one fight at all .. i love it!... I just want you to know that I am always here for you, never will I judge you... im here to understand you n I will always be on your side no matter what the circumstance.. I love you so much Jilly.. if you wherent in my life I'd be lost ... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Ali Jean <333 (reply to comment) |
behindmysmile | Re: Re: Re: , 05-24-04 6:03am Your the fuckin best!! i luv you more than life itself baby gurl. *mwuz* <33 Jillane <33 (reply to comment) |
tiptoeinthedark | Re: Re: Re: , 05-24-04 12:38pm hey babe sorry that was so long.. was just missing you.. hope to talk to you soooooooon I love u so much
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tiptoeinthedark | Re: Re: Re: Re: , 05-24-04 1:31pm babes I'm only the best cuz u make me all that I am and you deserve the best ever!!! so I have to try I love you!!!! more then anything ever!!!! you'r the best to me!!!! I love you!!!! *hugs n kisses* xoxo <3 Ali Jean <3 (reply to comment) |
behindmysmile | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 05-24-04 3:34pm <33 Jilly (reply to comment) |
tiptoeinthedark | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 05-24-04 3:49pm Im telling ya.. I love u so much ~ love alyways + a year xoxo Ali Jean <3333 (reply to comment) |
behindmysmile | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 05-24-04 4:02pm pesron becuz of you. I luv you more than life itself babii gurl. <33 Jilly <33 (reply to comment) |
tiptoeinthedark | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 05-24-04 6:07pm oh oh same here!!! ur the best person!! ever!!!!!! I swear!!! im nuthing w.o u!!! omfg!!! I LOVE YOU!!! <333 (reply to comment) |
loserxdork | 05-22-04 1:00am no cutting yourself :( aww i love you jilliane, really i hope that everything gets better and im sure that it will. shits hard, i know but you just have to deal with it because you have plenty of people that are here for you.
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thoughtskill | Re:, 05-22-04 1:10am this is getting so old jillane
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behindmysmile | Re:, 05-24-04 6:06am Yeah.
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behindmysmile | Re: Re:, 05-24-04 6:33am Britt |
loserxdork | Re: Re:, 05-24-04 10:06am ok, good :) im glad that it means something.
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behindmysmile | Re: Re: Re:, 05-24-04 10:44am Yesh it means Tons!! Really you have no idea.
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loserxdork | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-24-04 12:46pm im a nice person, what can i say? :-P |