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| moana (profile) wrote, on 5-22-2004 at 11:35am | |
| Music: mercenary - clutch my shoulders Subject: yeah, that... |
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| i had the interview afterschool today for MUN officers and presidents. i don't think i got it. i thought i did pretty well, but i just don't see it happening. i don't stand a chance against ayah, dzaner, amirah, concubine. who'm i kidding? i sat there during the interview, answering real things, giving real answers, and now i think back and all i wanna do is go back in time and do it all over again only differently. i must have been the fool, sitting there with my shoes untied and my pants too baggy and my hair too short and my jewelery too black. walking in after the guy in the dress pants and the guy who wore a belt (A BELT! TO SCHOOL!) and the girl with the 4.2 GPA, and there i was, sitting, defending my 3.2 GPA, trying to make four teachers believe i deserved this. i just really wanted this, it's my last chance. i wanted to experience it once. and now it's too late, i had my chance and fucked up. does it matter anymore? not really. lesson learned too late. all that's left now is regret, remorse, rejection, hurt, all over something as silly as being MUN oficer. i don't know why i'm making a big deal out of it. i guess i just wanted it, to prove to myself i could have. i'll probably not get that kind of chance again. oh well. | |
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cowboy67 | 05-22-04 12:33pm ooooohhh baggy pants!! |
moana | Re:, 05-22-04 1:53pm *giggle* there's room for you if you like, but i don't gaurantee the laundry's clean. |
| chynadoll | Re: Re:, 05-23-04 4:02pm hey now!!
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