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| playachika (profile) wrote, on 5-23-2004 at 7:45am | |
| Current mood: frustrated Music: rest in pieces |
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| I feel so... odd right now... i don't know, maybe because i am just going with the flow about me being a "whore"... i guess i should just listen to people and believe every word they say? Im starting to believe it all, this school year has definatly done a job on me. I have seen the good and the bad in people.. i have seen the truth behind the masks people wear. i wish i could jsut go back to dream world where nothing like this is a reality. this song, i removed from my journal is making tears water in in my eyes... i want to be left alone, but i am not getting rid of this journal. This journal is saving me from going insane.. except for the comments... those comments are horrid and i wish them to stop. one thing i have noticed is all these comments have to be coming from only one or two people. it just seems to happen that they stop, at the same time, then start coming, at the same time, ironic? i dont kno.. i want to go to michaels baseball game right now.. but i dont think i am able to.. studying.. i dont kno, i just... crying sucks. i have not cried about this ordeal for a while. Look at me, my depth perception must be off again, Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did, It has not healed with time... It just shot down my spine. You look so beautiful tonight, Remind me how you laid us down, And gently smiled, Before you destroyed my life... Would you find it in your heart, To make this go away, And let me rest in pieces? i am aware this sounds like i am asking for pity, but i just dont feel so spiffy right now. I hate cyring. I hate feeling so.. Blah.. thats just somehitng i will have to deal with tho... ~Lauren |
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| Anonymous | 05-23-04 10:27pm u deserve it bitch, now u know how jenna feels only 10 times less |
Anonymous | Re:, 05-25-04 8:30pm Shut the fuck up if you knew half of what she was going through you wouldnt say one damn word so grow te fuck up.
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| Anonymous | 05-24-04 10:11pm your ugly |
| Anonymous | 05-26-04 8:46am it's pretty pathetic how teenagers. Especially immature children in high school use the word "whore" or "slut".. mostly because they can't find any OTHER word to use. It's especially funny when a virgin is calling someone a "slut".. usually because they are insecure.. OR... because they wish they could get some..
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Anonymous | Re:, 05-28-04 1:30am oh shut the hell up wut other word do u want us to use ur fucking college professor bs! |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 05-28-04 2:38pm damn- all of ya'll r so immature. cant u all grow up- i mean shyt, we're all in highschool now, so y not jus act like it. quit bein dumb ass bitches and stop bitchin at lauren- she has enough shyt goin on in her life, and doesnt need ur childish bullshit.
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