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 | THEhairybeast (profile) wrote,
on 5-23-2004 at 8:39pm |
Current mood: just a tad bored and a little jumpy
Music: a blaCk sOng is stucK in my head - slOw mOtion..
Subject: teXas chAinsaw mAssacre
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first of all ^ wasnt even that sCary.. im mOre scared now then i was during it.. haha.. just cus i cant believe that family was THAT AIR HEADED.. lol .. the dude was just mad cus he was ugly so he took it out on everyone else.. and thats fucked up what they did .. stupid hicks.. ha i mean id be sCared shitless too if some ugly dude with a chainsaw was chasin me too .. but why go back for your friends? ..well in the beginning sure bc you dont know that some crazy ass hill billies are out to kill you .. but once you figure that out shouldnt it be every man for himself.. im not sayin ditch ppl but you can run on your own two feet and so can they.. if they trip o well.. theyre the idiots who cant run.. and sure id probably want you to come back for me if i fell but.. if im a goner then im a goner.. once im gone i just wasted your time bc hes gonna get you now.. and im already dead so i cant help you.. so you came back for nuthyn cus i died anyway haha.. IDK im just talkin out of my ass.. ahwell.. hmm lets see.. well guess what -- kelly came over yesterday for a few hours .. she got online and was like "hey.. do you wanna hang out if i can get a ride over?" and i was like "sure i dont mind" and she said "ok see ya soon" and like a half hour later was at my door.. haha.. we just talked for the few hours and yeah.. pretty fun for a last minute out of nowhere type thing.. and for the boring level of my house.. uhh im not sure if sams still "mad" at me.. i dont even know.. its w/e.. bc its not even a big deal..she just made it one so yeah.. anyway it seems like nobody is online.. all the girls are away..and i rarely talk to much of them anyway.. and all the guys are away or seemed to suddenly sign off.. and im eating this water ice so i gotta finish this so i can eat it before it melts.. its soo hot here that its giving me a headache =\ urrr i want air conditioning!!!!
well i guess thats it.. idk what else to say
ohhh yeah i completely forgot about what happened today.. haha.. um well basically my brother jesse and my sister ashley came over.. we chilled for a little bit [ yeah i "chilled" with my family haha ..at least tehyre not all my best friends =) ] but anyway yeah we hung out and screwed around and started watchin some of sCary mOvie 3 till jesse's ride got here.. then after he left we went to the movies to see shreK 2.. yessss.. i met ashleys boyfriend sCott after the movie..then played tag with angie in the lObby.. haha =P dOrk that iam.. hehe.. then got picked up by my pOps and listened to led zeplin on the way hOme.. drOpped off ashley and came back here to watch the mOvie.. aha yess.. thats about it.. mOre interesting shit happened in less then 24 hours then it did in the 3 or some days that i dindt update.. how pathetic.. =\
later kiddOs.. <3
xo -- vee |
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craziiwhitegirl | fOr the recOrd .., 05-23-04 10:00pm okay .. i wasnt really "mad" .. i just happend to notice that lately youve been like .. "eric this" .. and "eric that" .. not really in person around me .. just like online and shit .. so isaid sumthin .. half jokeingly and have serious .. just wanted to see waht youd say .. and you think im mad .. im like .. "curious" .. you could say .. or .. idk .. like i dont have a word for it ..
just letting you know ..
sam <3 i L e r p*
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THEhairybeast | Re: fOr the recOrd .., 05-23-04 10:16pm are you happy? you got what you fuckin wanted.. which was eric out of my info.. so hes out.. and you still wanna make it a big deal.. so YEAH.. i "KEEP goin" .. why the FUCK should i care if your gonna just treat me like she treats you or me or anybody that she dont like.. stop actin like her.. your so easy to just be a bitch.. do i ever do anything to you for you to treat me this way? .. uhh no cus i deff dont.. but yeah here.. 'be mad'.. i will too.. bc this was so unneeded.. LATER
leave yous with the convo.. i hope you get mad sam.. =)
oOo babAy x (9:41:00 PM): cant stay long .. but ..
Auto response from VoicE x unhEard (9:41:00 PM): this is not cool
oOo babAy x (9:41:03 PM): fOr the recOrd ..
@ 05-23-04 10:00pm
okay .. i wasnt really "mad" .. i just happend to notice that lately youve been like .. "eric this" .. and "eric that" .. not really in person around me .. just like online and shit .. so isaid sumthin .. half jokeingly and have serious .. just wanted to see waht youd say .. and you think im mad .. im like .. "curious" .. you could say .. or .. idk .. like i dont have a word for it ..
just letting you know ..
sam
oOo babAy x (9:41:05 PM): there
VoicE x unhEard (9:41:41 PM): yeah i know i just got the email
oOo babAy x (9:41:49 PM): oh okay
VoicE x unhEard (9:42:01 PM): i know you were joking at first
oOo babAy x (9:42:02 PM): but i didnt want it to seem like i was ignoreing you
VoicE x unhEard (9:42:09 PM): ook
oOo babAy x (9:42:17 PM): but i didnt feel like saying it over
VoicE x unhEard (9:42:32 PM): yeah
VoicE x unhEard (9:42:37 PM): you werent jokin at the end
VoicE x unhEard (9:42:40 PM): so
VoicE x unhEard (9:42:52 PM): i wasnt sure if you WERE "ignoring" me
oOo babAy x (9:42:54 PM): well cuz i got a little aggravated that you didnt seem to care
VoicE x unhEard (9:43:15 PM): bc your wrong
oOo babAy x (9:43:18 PM): ?
VoicE x unhEard (9:43:18 PM): i mean
VoicE x unhEard (9:43:31 PM): do you actually think id take it serious that you wer elike 'i think your in love with him"
oOo babAy x (9:44:08 PM): nah but you didnt need like i love you so much in there
oOo babAy x (9:44:12 PM): " "
oOo babAy x (9:44:13 PM): *
VoicE x unhEard (9:44:23 PM): when first of all iwas telling the story about what happened.. for the past 3 days.. and of course its in there a lot considering thats all we were worryin about friday.. getting him here.. and i wasnt tryin to be w/e you want to call it i was just sayin
VoicE x unhEard (9:44:27 PM): in my info^
oOo babAy x (9:44:40 PM): yeah
VoicE x unhEard (9:44:46 PM): and you had an entire paragraph and everything.. what else was i supposed to say for him? .. like .. yeah your awesome..
VoicE x unhEard (9:44:49 PM): thats all i ever say
oOo babAy x (9:45:10 PM): so
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:13 PM): and i do love him.. and weve been over this before.. as much as hes becomin your best friend..hes becomin mine too.. its always just us 3 so wth
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:21 PM): i do love him sam.. just not in that way
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:22 PM): ya know?
oOo babAy x (9:45:33 PM): so
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:41 PM): and i love you so much too.. its not like my whole info was devoted to him
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:44 PM): it was both of yous
oOo babAy x (9:45:45 PM): as a friend but the way you say it so much its like more than that
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:46 PM): thats all
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:52 PM): no
VoicE x unhEard (9:45:53 PM): its just
VoicE x unhEard (9:46:00 PM): iLusm.. everyone says that..
oOo babAy x (9:46:01 PM): yeha it is
oOo babAy x (9:46:08 PM): i dont go around saying ..
VoicE x unhEard (9:46:09 PM): well then your taking it the wrong way
oOo babAy x (9:46:16 PM): i love you soo much to craig or ant or paolo
oOo babAy x (9:46:20 PM): nah
VoicE x unhEard (9:46:25 PM): bc.. its different!
oOo babAy x (9:46:56 PM): nah its deff not
VoicE x unhEard (9:46:57 PM): im always around you and eric of course im gonna "love you so much" .. were only around the guys in school.. im ALWAYS aroudn you too
VoicE x unhEard (9:46:59 PM): yes it is!
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:00 PM): omg
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:00 PM): sam
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:03 PM): you cant say its the sam
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:05 PM): it DEFF isnt
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:09 PM): besides
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:25 PM): your not all too close to them at this moment anyway.. but either way it is diff..
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:34 PM): your taking it wrong
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:37 PM): its not like that
VoicE x unhEard (9:47:42 PM): why cant you understand that?
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:00 PM): your making it like that.. when its not like that..
oOo babAy x (9:48:08 PM): i do understand but you do say it alittle to oftent
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:11 PM): all iwas sayin was that i love him..
oOo babAy x (9:48:12 PM): -t*
oOo babAy x (9:48:15 PM): so
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:17 PM): i say what a little often?
oOo babAy x (9:48:18 PM): you dont need to
oOo babAy x (9:48:22 PM): your only freinds
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:25 PM): why not? whats the big deal
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:29 PM): EXACLTY
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:32 PM): were only frineds
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:36 PM): and nobody said we were more
oOo babAy x (9:48:40 PM): then you dont need to say you love him so much
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:43 PM): your the one making it seem like its somethin git snot
VoicE x unhEard (9:48:49 PM): what do i say often?
oOo babAy x (9:48:53 PM): you love him
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:00 PM): i say it often?
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:03 PM): no i dont
oOo babAy x (9:49:04 PM): latly you have and youve been like eric this and eric that
oOo babAy x (9:49:08 PM): yes you do
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:12 PM): thats like the first time it was ever in my info
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:15 PM): maybe once before
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:25 PM): how is this?
oOo babAy x (9:49:25 PM): youve had it in there a while and i finally said sumthin
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:29 PM): i was telling a story! omg
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:32 PM): no
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:45 PM): i had it in with both of yous.. and it wasnt i love you to him in there the first time
VoicE x unhEard (9:49:56 PM): then i did it like the otehr nite.. then you saw it ..and said something the same nite i made it
oOo babAy x (9:49:59 PM): and you needed to say .. "and we said bye to eric" .. blah blah lbag .. theres no need its pointless so yeah you were
VoicE x unhEard (9:50:13 PM): like i said an dKEEP sayin.. i was telling the story
VoicE x unhEard (9:50:21 PM): why is it such a big deal?
VoicE x unhEard (9:50:23 PM): i was telling the story
oOo babAy x (9:50:25 PM): butthat part and shit is pointless
VoicE x unhEard (9:50:30 PM): what happend the past couple days tha ti dindt update
oOo babAy x (9:50:34 PM): i dont even care about taht
VoicE x unhEard (9:50:36 PM): yeah well i say everything tha ti remember
oOo babAy x (9:50:39 PM): but you stil dont need to bel ike
oOo babAy x (9:50:45 PM): eric .. ilusm
VoicE x unhEard (9:50:46 PM): you obviously do if your using it agianst me
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:01 PM): ok i did it once..and it wasnt in there long bc you said something.. now was it?
oOo babAy x (9:51:02 PM): you brought it up with the "telling a story part"
oOo babAy x (9:51:13 PM): nah it was tehre before that too
oOo babAy x (9:51:29 PM): he doesnt need to be in your info at all
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:30 PM): your ht eone sayin i talk about him like "eric this" and "eric that" and youd only be talking about my journal..
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:36 PM): ok fine
oOo babAy x (9:51:37 PM): why? . .you guys dont really talk anyway
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:39 PM): neither do you then i guess
oOo babAy x (9:51:40 PM): maybe online
oOo babAy x (9:51:41 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:45 PM): fuck you
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:49 PM): your bien a bitch for no reason
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:51 PM): wth
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:57 PM): its not even a big deal
VoicE x unhEard (9:51:59 PM): all you had to say was
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:03 PM): i dont like tha tyou have him in y9our info
oOo babAy x (9:52:03 PM): i didnt ask .. but basically your sayin .. if hes not allowed then im not either
oOo babAy x (9:52:04 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:06 PM): and you were
oOo babAy x (9:52:06 PM): haha
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:08 PM): so it ook it out
oOo babAy x (9:52:10 PM): thatas kinda gay
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:26 PM): i dont fuckin care
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:27 PM): w/e sam
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:28 PM): YOUR gay
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:30 PM): later
oOo babAy x (9:52:37 PM): "w/e" .. haha okay ?
oOo babAy x (9:52:39 PM): be mad
oOo babAy x (9:52:43 PM): thats cool:-)
VoicE x unhEard (9:52:54 PM): yeah im not mad i just dont feel like talkin to you bc your bein a fuckin bitch to me over NUTHYN
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:03 PM): i tok it out
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:05 PM): get over it
oOo babAy x (9:53:05 PM): and you keep going?
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:06 PM): its done
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:08 PM): yeah
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:10 PM): ms renee
oOo babAy x (9:53:14 PM): have fun
oOo babAy x (9:53:16 PM): dyke
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:17 PM): yeah
oOo babAy x (9:53:18 PM): :-)
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:19 PM): just like her
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:21 PM): yup
VoicE x unhEard (9:53:22 PM): see ya
oOo babAy x signed off at 9:53:23 PM.
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yeah i guess this is me bein a bitch NOW.. isnt it!?
hehe
later
xo -- vee
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craziiwhitegirl | hahaha, 05-23-04 10:29pm thats great.. your sO not "bitch" material .. haha.. thats too bad =\ nd yeah thats cool ..
im like renee .. wow haah atleast in not like your physco stepbitch =\ .. haha and i shouldnt even bother telling you .. your fucking STUPID im sure you know that alreeady .. all i did was try and apologize well no "make things okay" .. and then you tell me im wrong .. haha FUCKKK THAT i guess ill talk to you .. when you can hear somebody out and listen to what they have to say ... and yeah i might do the same thing sometimes .. but i deff dont need to hear you out when your sayin you love eric so much .. "just friends" or not .
stupid dyke =D
later sam<3 i LOVE eric .. *
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THEhairybeast | Re: hahaha, 05-23-04 10:38pm wow gee thanks=)
why should i "hear you out" when i was saying that i loved him as a friend to friend type thing and YOUR the one acting like im in love with him.. YOUR the one saying im not allowed to love him.. YOUR the one whos saying were just friends.. and yes we ARE jsut friends so WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL?! .. do you not tell your friends that you love them so much? .. yeah maybe not the guys.. but a girl? .. me? jess?? anyone?? .. its not a big deal cus eric IS my friend and i do love him.. blah blah yeah youve heard this before.. but did you care to listen? NO deff not.. so why should i "listen" to you? .. i get what YOUR sayin your the one who doesnt "get" what IM sayin..
and you are wrong bc you took the WHOLE thing the wrong way.. FRIENDS SAM.. FRIENDS..
but do you care? no so tell me why i should have the "decency" to "hear you out".. theres nuthyn to hear
and good im glad im not "bitch material" .. bc why should i be a bitch to anyone?.. yeah im a dike.. THANKS.. and whats this have to do my step bitch? .. i HATE her you knwo this.. so what makes you think id care AT ALL if you say "at least im not like your physco stepbitch".. yeahh.. wow.. and you deff werent "apologizing".. but why should you? .. bc your ALWAYS right
guess i missed that part
same thing as last time.. your so quick to be a bitch to me.. fuck that.. i hate that shit.. what part about this dont you get?! .. you said you didnt like it in my info.. i TOOK IT OUT.. GET THE FUCK OVER IT.. and you deff werent APOLOGIZING!!GOD
you LOVE eric.. ha y our gAY
i love eric too.. JUST NOT IN THAT WAY. . WHAT PART ABOUT THAT CONFUSES YOU?!HUH?..
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craziiwhitegirl | yesss, 05-23-04 10:58pm how you gunna love someone you dont even talk to? .. honestly .. my only question .. you talk online .. [when hes on .. which is RARELY .. and what ever i tell you .. you donteven talk to him in person but yet yous are bestfriends .. and you love him so much .. wow makes sence .. hhahaaha
you so STUPID .. its hilarious .. hha =D
and if your so mad and you say "fuck that" .. fuck what? .. our friendship? .. okay "fuck it" .. you said it .. theres no need to have one .. =D .. goodbye .. and i dont need you following me around tomorrw in shcool like you did last time .. kay? =D
sam <3 i LOVE eric*
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craziiwhitegirl | Re: yesss, 05-23-04 11:06pm and i guess with you sayin that your best friends with eric .. is the same as you and craig right? .. your sO close .. ONLINE .. and yet dont talk in person .. haha STUPID .. i dont get you .. ahwell i dont care anymore .. =D
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THEhairybeast | Re: yesss, 05-23-04 11:07pm no sam im not like you.. i dont just jump to "fuck the friendship".. dont put words in my mouth
and yeah sure..
your right
guess i dont love him i cant thats crazy
later
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THEhairybeast | Re: Re: yesss, 05-23-04 11:11pm LIKE I SAID WHAT DID I DO TO YOU FOR YOU TO BE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH TO YOU.. ALL I EVER DO IS BE YOUR FRIEND YET YOUR ALWAYS GETTIN MAD AT ME AND TREATIN ME LIKE YOU COULD CARE LESS IF WE WERE FRIENDS.. LIKE NOW.. LIKE LAST TIME.. AND YEAH SAY WHAT YOU WANT CUS YOUR RIGHT.. I WISH YOU KNEW EVERYTHING THO BUT YOU DONT SO ITS COOL.. YOUR RIGHT
BYE
IF YOU DONT NEED IT THEN STOP COMMENTING
JUST LEAVE IT GO ITS W/E.. AND YOU DONT CARE SO YOU SAY SO JUST LEAVE IT GO .. FINE AND DONT SAY IM BEIN STUPID FOR BEIN SAD OR ANYTHIN CUS WERE NOT TALKIN OR SHIT CUS YOUR THE ONE WHO JUMPED STRAIGHT TO US NOT BEIN FRIENDS NO MORE JUST LIKE LAST TIME.. I NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT THAT YOU DID
BUT YEAH IM STUPID YET YOUR THE ONE THROWIN THE FRIENDSHIP AWAY LIKE *THAT*
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craziiwhitegirl | ..., 05-23-04 11:13pm yeah well you deff said fuck it .. what else does that usually mean? .. ahwell idc
i am right .. maybe not all the time .. but SURE AS HELL ABOUT THIS .. yous seriously DONT talk .. so how is it possible .. unless somthings goin on? .. am i right? . .so yeah i AM right .. its not really possible to "love him" if yous dont even talk .. ha
sam<3 i LOVE eric*
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THEhairybeast | Re: ..., 05-23-04 11:17pm i said you were right what more do you want? im not sayin i love him no more bc i obviously CANT.. we never talk blah blah all the shit you said.. i said you were right.. do you want me to sing you a song?..
i said fuck it.. who doesnt? .. if i meant fuck us then i would have said somethin other the "fuck it"
and i also said your bein a bitch just like HER and you just keep provin me right
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THEhairybeast | Re: Re: ..., 05-23-04 11:21pm and i didnt even say "fuck it" i said "fuck that"
"same thing as last time.. your so quick to be a bitch to me.. fuck that.. i hate that shit.. what part about this dont you get?! .. you said you didnt like it in my info.. i TOOK IT OUT.. GET THE FUCK OVER IT.. and you deff werent APOLOGIZING!!GOD "
as in.. fuck you bein a bitch to me soo quick over DUMB shit.. FUCK THAT not fuck IT.. another thing you took wrong
start reading kiddo
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craziiwhitegirl | Re: ..., 05-23-04 11:22pm whaaat .. here you go with your little act** .. aha so stupid .. a little bit ago your tellin me "fuck you" .. "your acting like renee" .. <--do you know renee? .. i dont so why the hell should you .. ANYWAY .. as soon as i say sumthin about us not talkin .. you say youll get sad .. wtf is that .. what happend to the "fuck you" .. hah wow .. ATTENTION .. TIME FOR EVERYONE TO SYMPATHIZE FOR VEE .. oh get over it .. so what if i say that .. and why do you try blaming this on me .. did you not see how i was fine in the beginning of our convo .. and then all of a sudden . .you say "bc your wrong" .. wtH .. so you deff brought this fight on yourself .. maybe it was my fault last time [for treating you like shit .. when your such a GOOD friend .. -if you were a good friend .. you wouldnt have told me i was wrong about lettin you know you shouldnt have MY b/f in your info .. or anything ESPECIALLY when your not even close to as "tight" as you say you are ..] .. but not this time hun .. it was all you .. =D .. so yeah who knows .. but like i said .. if your so "mad" at me .. i dont need to following me around in school tomorrow .. or waitin at my locker .. none of that .. ill be fine with out you there .. its cool =D
later .. sam<3
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THEhairybeast | Re: Re: ..., 05-24-04 3:39pm yeah sam its a little act.. uh huh.. and your perfect.. yep ..THATS IT.. and ok neither of us actually KNOW her but we both sure as hell know how she is.. with the smart ass shit and the acting like she could care less that your mad.. all of it.. so yeah you were actin like her.. and im not blamin shit on you your just mad bc i said you were wrong which you were bc you took it the wrong way.. but then again there was no need for it to be said in the first place bc i obviously dont even know the kid.. we never talk.. its not my fault you odn tlike to be told your wrong.. i already said i understood what you were sayin so i took it out.. i dindt keep sayin that i "loved him so much".. it was out of my info .. it wasnt even in there for long.. as soon as you said sumthin it was out.. that should have been the end of it.. your the one makin me more pissed bc you keep fuckin sayin mean shit to me which is unneeded.. so yeah.. part of this IS your fault bc theres no need to be sayin shit like that to me.. i got your fuckin point yet you keep rubbin it in my face that you were right.. and i didnt say you were wrong about me not bein able to love him or anythin.. i said you were wrong in sayin that i meant it in THAT way when i said it.. but its w/e cus you dont need me or my shit.. your fine with out me.. so yeah.. and did i "follow" you? .. so yeah.. I GOT WHAT YOU WERE SAYING.. so its over
later
and idc how mad you are that i said you were wrong theres still no need to be sucha fuckin bitch to me.. NONE... so stop
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craziiwhitegirl | ---, 05-24-04 3:52pm i never took it the wrong way .. it just seemed .. idk ..
and when i was a bitch .. i was mean .. not a bitch .. it different .. wow cuz i exspressed my opinion .. nah thats not a bitch ..
last time we werent talkin you DID .. follow me and eric around all day like you had nothing better to do .. when both of us werent talkin to you .. so dont say it like you didnt .. and no today you deff didnt .. thats fine .. i told you there wasnt a need to its cool
sam <3
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craziiwhitegirl | Re: ---, 05-24-04 3:54pm and about the renee thing .. i wasnt acting like anybody but myself .. so dont say i was acting like HER ..
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THEhairybeast | Re: ---, 05-24-04 3:58pm uh first of all me and eric talked the nite before school and he wasnt mad at me.. your the only one who was still mad.. and i dindt have anything better to do.. so yeah.. your the only one who gets so mad that you just ditch me in an instant.. thats gay.. but "its cool" yeahh.. like you care what i want anyway.. and i wasnt even talkin about you bein a bitch when you were expressin your opinion.. you were bein like renee when you were "expressin your opinion".. you were bein a bitch in the comments when everything was said..you made your point.. i said you were right yet you STILL kept comin up with shit against me.. that you obviously wanted to say before.. so yeah.. that is a bitch.. and it is for no reason bc i had already admitted that you had a point and that it was right.. and i never said i didnt follow yous around last time.. but you never said anything about me not so why should i change my "routine"? .. how are you gonna be like.. "yeah and odnt follow me either" <-- wow your real coOl.. you "dont need me" <-- ok WHO does need someone "following" them around? .. funny.. i never looked at it as following yous around.. i thought we were all just walkin to class.. but yeah "its cool".. fine..your soooo tough and all you need in your life is eric.. then FINE have JUST eric.. im sure your right about all this.. and just cus me and you arent talkin doesnt mean i wont talk to eric.. oh wait.. i dont do that anyway.. =\
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craziiwhitegirl | Re: Re: ---, 05-24-04 4:32pm fine i was a bitch .. what else is new .. ive been a bitch my whole life .. yeah " like i care what you want" .. did you ever tell me what you wanted .. ? .. and wow then eric deff lied to me .. but thats beside the point .. the following me thing .. it was considered following around if we dont say a word to each other .. especially if were not talkin in the first place .. so yeah that is "following" .. did i say i was cool? .. nah deff not .. dont try and put things in my nouth .. and yet again .. did i say i was soo tough that i needed only eric? .. nah deff not either .. but thats cool .. i said id talk to you when you got over yourself .. and stopped actin stupid .. you were the one that brought up the "fuck that" shit .. so yeah idc .. do w/e you wanna ... and who said i said dont talk to eric .. damn .. wth .. ?
ha sam <3
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THEhairybeast | Re: Re: Re: ---, 05-24-04 4:49pm yeah.. ok youve been a bitch your whole life.. what a crock of shit.. you were never this much of a bitch to ANYONE.. let alone me.. it seems like we go over this shit every other week .. you obviously care more about losin eric then losin me.. so its just not worth it to fight my case.. and yeah i said fuck that.. I DIDNT FUCKING SAY FUCK THE FRIEND SHIP SO STOP SAYIN I DID ..
ugh i dont even have anything to say to you.. theres so much ughhh.. i have like no words
fine i followd you WHATEVER I DONT CARE.. THATS OVER.. DROP IT.. and i didnt say you said you were cool.. blah blah blah ugh your gay
i dont even care sam say w/e you want think w/e you want i have no more shit to say..im tired of repeating myself
and i didnt say you said dont talk to eric! wtf are you talking about?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?1??!?!?
and yeah since you "dc" i wont care
later
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craziiwhitegirl | ---, 05-24-04 4:58pm wow your THAT disgusted with me that you dont even have words .. thats a first ..considering i barely did anything .. i stated the obvious .. so you got yourself pissed off .. but w/e .. [who said i was loosing either one of you] .. and since you dont even know WHAt i said idc about .. thats w/e .. dont care .. im cool with ever you deside .. <--- that dont mean i dont care .. so yeah just makin sure you dont take it the wrong .. =D
later .. sam<3
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craziiwhitegirl | Re: ---, 05-24-04 4:59pm you or eric*
wrong wayy*
sam<3
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THEhairybeast | Re: ---, 05-24-04 5:03pm ok so its up to me whether were "talking" or not?..ok i guess thats made clear now
and yeah i am THAT disgusted with you bc you KEEP being a fucking bitch sam.. just stop.. didnt i say this before? .. there i go repeating myself ONCE AGAIN.. im tired of it
and yeah you BARELY did anyting.. thats bullshit.. no wait your always right sam..yeah thats it..
and no i didnt get myself pissed off you got me pissed off.. and i say your losin me bc this shit is stupid.. all of it.. the whole thing.. last time..this time.. all of it.. STUPID.. and your usin shit against me that i told you or that you know bc we are best friends.. so wtf.. your callin me shit you KNOW i dont like to be called.. and your still bein a bitch for no apparent reason.. ...
YOU GOT ME PISSED OFF SAM NOT ME - YOU
just leave me alone .. i guess you could say i need time to "cool down".. if that matters
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craziiwhitegirl | *, 05-24-04 5:10pm nah i meant its up to you to decide if were gunna continue our friendship buddy .. not "not talking" .. i kinda knew that answer ..
i called you a "dyke" once in a comment .. and it didnt even count in the covo cuz you had just called me renee .. so we were even .. and yeah .. thats it .. no other names were said .. so yeahhh .. im lost? .. ha
and ill let you "cool off" .. thats fine .. who said it didnt matter .. ?!
sam <3
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THEhairybeast | Re: *, 05-24-04 5:15pm you called me a dike more then once..and even if you didnt you still called me stupid.. no wait STUPID*** a bunch of times and that was unneeded.. and you were still mean about stuff.. the whole me and eric not talking..me and craig.. everything..thats all sht you used against me.. how are you gonna use that against me? ..you dont see that by doin that your bein more then "jsut mean" ?
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craziiwhitegirl | []][[]][[]][[], 05-24-04 5:19pm okay i see what you mean i was wrong for that shit .. sorry i guess .. but i was tryin to prove my point ..
"nah i meant its up to you to decide if were gunna continue our friendship buddy .. not "not talking" .. i kinda knew that answer .. "
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"and ill let you "cool off" .. thats fine .. who said it didnt matter .. ?! "
you didnt answer me with that shit ..
sam <3
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THEhairybeast | Re: Re: *, 05-24-04 5:27pm thats why im mad.. bc you say un needed shit.. even if you were just proving your point.. you were a bitch about it all.. theres no need to be that way towards me.. and ill keep saying this over and over again bc i know its the truth.. i dont do anyting to you but be your friend.. i listen to you i laugh with you i help you.. i chill with you whenever.. i go with your plans.. i let you get what you want.. all the best friend shit i do for you.. i was here before all the guys.. everyone.. well everyone that matters nowadays.. ive never turned my back on you.. so all im sayin is ..ok maybe i was wrong by havin eric in my info at all. . OK that i said you were right about.. but you were wrong in the way that you took the meaning of it.. and in the way that you handled it.. all you had to say was "i dont like that you have eric in your info..can you take it out or reword it or something?" and i would have easily said "sure" with no problem..no fuss.. and taken it out.. that happend just not as nice as the way i put it.. and i took it out.. this all should have stopped there.. you flipped on me bc i tried telling you tha tyou took it the wrong way.. i wasnt saying you were COMPLETELY WRONG.. i was sayin that you were wrong bc i dindt mean it like that.. i called you her bc you were acting like her..theres nuthyn else to it..you reminded me of her when youwere like "nah deff not.. blah blah.. ha you j ust keep goin lol.." <-- same EXACT shit she said.. almost word for word.. so you call me a dike... then it was "even" with that.. yet you call me a dike again.. and again.. and im STUPID.. and blah blah.. and just go on and on proving your point.. when it wasnt even a matter of whether i loved him or not..it was that he was in my info at all and that it said "ilusm".. but then you turned it into how could i love him at all .. we NEVER talk.. just like craig..just like this.. just use more and more shit that you know bc were friends against me.. boo hoo feel bad for vee.. uh yeah ..your damn right feel bad for vee.. i dont deserve to be treated like im worthless to you.. like you could live without me.. who tells there best friend that? even if they are fighting? ..you dont do that shit sam.. do i do it to you? ..guess i just care more about the friendship.. and you said you could live with only eric.. you say it all the time in your a/ms.. your info.. i mean why would you say it if you dindt mean it? .. so you obviously do mean it.. if you can live without anyone but eric..then what am i doing in your life? ..if you dont need me why am i wasting my time caring about you? ..why?.. whats the point sam? .. i dont care if ppl feel bad for me whether they do or not thats there choice and it still doesnt effect how i feel about you.. this is so gay.. the stupidist shit and your willing to let us go.. im sorry no matter what you put me through or say mean to me i just cant let it go that easily..
theres to much to say i cant say it all..i give up
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craziiwhitegirl | .. uhh..., 05-24-04 5:39pm *weve been past that part .. about me being a bitch and us argueing .. and all that .. thats done and gone
*i told you it was up to you .. im not throwing ANYTHING away .. i said it was up to you .. since your the one still pist off ..
*i dont ever say that i can live with only eric .. ive said it once or twice last time we were fighting .. thats the last time i dont say it in my infos and a/ms .. you must not have read it right .. cuz i deff dont .. but anyway ..
*and your asking me all these questions .. which have nothng to do with us fighting .. unless YOUR hinting at YOU being not interested in our friendship anymore .. other than that those questions are useless ..
*i think thats all i have to comment back to ..
sam<3
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THEhairybeast | Re: .. uhh..., 05-24-04 5:46pm ahh stop making it out to look like im the one who brought up the idea of not being friends..just fine.. drop that.. its done
and yes you do have it in your a/m.. like your a/m to eric.. the one you had up last nite..
and im not saying that im not interested in our friendship anymore im just so tired of you getting mad at me over this shit and like not talking to me or anything.. i dont like being treated that way.. and saying that you dont care that "its cool" that all means the same as you saying you could live without me.. no friendship means no me.. you said 'its cool..i dont need you there".. its all the same sam.. and i dont expect you to be able to answer the questions.. nobody knows why i always give in and never wanna keep a fight goin between us.. i know that if i do everything is gay for me and theres just no point in fighting if im gonna have nothing to do nothing to fall back on..
and you said its up to me if were still friends.. ok yes i wanna stil be friends..bu ti wanna fix this .. i dont wanna just let it go bc its only gonna build back up and happen again.. i wanna fix it..
what was the other thing.. ?
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THEhairybeast | Re: Re: .. uhh..., 05-24-04 5:49pm oh yeah.. and nobody actually said that it didnt matter..but no one was acting like it did either..
i dont really gotta cool off i mean its not like im so mad that i cant talk to you ..just not one on one..through comments is fine for now.. gay..but fine.. and i gotta think and get all my thoughts "in order" so i know what im dealing with.. what my "issue" is..
i just gotta think
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craziiwhitegirl | okay.., 05-24-04 6:04pm hmm .. lets see here ..
okay i cant really make this long .. BUT okay .. i do have in my a/m " ill never need anything else other than you" .. or sumthin like it .. and i never meant it in the sence like "ill never need ANYTHING other than you" .. i meant like ill never need another guy or never meet anybody as good for me as you .. you know? ..
hmm.. i do care about our friendship .. we cant just throw these past like 3 years down the drain .. but i did tell you it was up to you .. i didnt say i never cared ..
fine well fix this .. but in order to fix things .. we cant keep commenting back a forth ..watiing for the other person to respond .. [and last time we never did fix it .. we kinda just went back to normal ..] our best best is to sit down and talk .. and let each other talk and say what they gotta .. THEN say what you gotta .. you know? ..
uh yeah i think thats it .. i g2g now .. idk if your still mad .. i know your still "not happy" i guess .. about the way i treated you .. its how i am though .. idk ... i say alot of things out of anger ..
anyway .. i DO have to go .. im still grounded .. so i guess ill try and get on later ..
later .. sam<3
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THEhairybeast | Re: okay.., 05-24-04 7:02pm ok i agree
this is like all that i wanted.. was for you to understand and make it seem to me that you cared.. thank you
and yeah we do gotta sit this down and talk..tell me when and all that.. i still gotta think about everything that is botherin me.. what bothers me when we fight..evertyhing.. just let me know
thanks for apologizing..and im sorry for sayin you were like renee.. thats kind of low..sorry and im sorry about sayin that i love eric so much and talkin about him or w/e. .. i know why you got mad about me havin that in my info.. i understand..but cant you understand that i have been with you guys for these past 6 months too and that i do love him in some way? .. whether we talk or not.. ive still been around him and you guys this whole time.. you cant expect me to sit aroudn you guys for that llong and just have no feelings.. just watch.. i do get what your sayin and thats why i took it out.. ok maybe im not allowed to bel ike "oh i lusm" but you cant tell me im not allowed to love the kid.. and thats seriosly not cool if you think that.. just bc hes your b/f i cant love him.. i dont mean it that way im just sayin..idk
well talk later .. we cant still talk in person and talk period..it just cant go back to normal bc we wont ever get around to fixin it.. and we gotta fix it soon bc this whole week is gonna be gay if we dont.. and yeah i guess i wont follow you guys tomorow either since were not talkin and thats how you feel it is.if thats the way yousee it.. as me followin you guys..
idK.. i really gotta think ..
later sam
ps - i think im gonna get everything that is bothering me together..put it down somehewre.. and somehow put it on the comp for reference or w/e..
just so nothin gets missed or left out when we do get to talk
till then.. just.. truce..i guess =\
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THEhairybeast | Re: Re: okay.., 05-24-04 7:09pm we can*****still talk in person and talk regulary like...
and it cant just go back to normal like it did lst time.. we gotta fix this first bc if we go back to normal itll never get solved..
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