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| Twitchy (profile) wrote, on 5-25-2004 at 12:23am | |
| Current mood: tranquil Music: Science Fiction, Everclear Subject: I would suggest you read all this if you even look at it |
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| it took me a while to get that word, tranquil it's not how I feel there is no word for how I feel right now because it has never been something that could be expressed in any way but by feeling as language has simply lacked the skill to truely convey any emotion outside of a vauge understanding of a term and so the closest word I can come up with is tranquil it leaves a bitter taste in my mouth A man (and I use man instead of person as it is easier to type so do not jump at me) is made up of so many things In total he is made up of a few key points what life makes of him what he makes of life and what he truely is what a man makes of life and what life makes of him this is nothing more than perception on both parts, but a man cannot gauge himself and neither can that outside a man gauge him A man is his thought and his soul and not this not the body he is carried in that is physical that is real and what we see, what we feel and hear the body is an instrument to help us gain ourselves in full we are the mind and the soul I think we are the collective thoughts and feelings we are the values we stick to and the ideas we form for those create preception these create our image and these create our vision but only the mind can process all this and only the soul can hold all this our memory and our experience in this body is what allows us to be what allows us to feel and with such an ability comes dred to us that is change and that is choice the change is waht keeps us in misery we learn and we see and we move through life and what we see and hear that makes life, that makes different oppinions and different ideas and in the end only god (and I say this being a Buddhist, not believing in the entity) who created a vision he is lucky in that while we were made in his vision in his image all his ideas are set in form the alpha and the omega in this plane as we are but part of his brain child he is the luckiest being as he has created all, therefore seen and forseen all and is self-defined a luxery most will never have, knowing who one is in a world of change where he is the alpha and the omega ... the only sure thing or so I read and the choice we need the choice to live to see to be humans we have humanity and therefor we are human this is who and what we are, creatures who are put higher up because of the curse of choice which keeps us out of pure will there is always choice and this can be meddelsome and right to the point things will change and we will face choices but in the face of modernization and of temptation a man must stay himself new ways come about each day in which we can and some do blind themselves in choice of material and in choice of perfection instead of the choice we enjoy as a curse they take a road which leads to inhumanity this is evil conformation ... thoughtless following ... servitude against choice one must stay true to what they believe and follow through in the face of temptation and if they do not who are they but a thoughtless drone a magpie of the industrial world they are no longer human once they have thrown away soul and mind and humanity in favor of prosperity fuck perfection and god save humanity a man may not know for sure who he is but he knows some of what he thinks and even if he only has one tiny grasp on himself he must not let go of this he must hang onto what he is and what he believes and never work straight through his notions a man must never let go or he is not a man at all .... he has left mind, soul and humanity and all that is human far behind and to those who cannot grasp this ... and to those who can ... good luck and to those who think this is pure horseshit ... so be it, good luck I'm around and if you care to hear a person's thoughts ... here I am I am Mark Hay, not many say that full name even to me ... I am Mark Hay and I have some amount of ideas and conceptions ... and I will not let them go and the supreme ruler of all conceptions in my mind is to be here for anyone who needs me ... and to always be as great a help as I can be I am Mark Hay and I'm around ... |
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chocolatemilk | 05-25-04 8:56pm You feel....Jrequi!
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