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goobs827 (profile) wrote,
on 5-25-2004 at 7:49pm
Current mood: drained
so tutoring finale went fine--tear--haha i thought i wasnt going to get a card and David gives me a louis vuitton wallet. lmao.

i hate stupid things that you just want to know in order to make an observation about someone, and it's not a big deal but you just want to know.

and i hate random global tests and being exhausted.

i also hate that overwhelming fear of the future and everything it will come with, because you know that every year you have horrible moments of pain and emotional distress and you just wish they didnt have to come but you know they will and you fear which form they'll come in and how bad they'll be.

but i love looking at yearbooks and imagining what our senior year is going to be like. Who will be dating who...who will be friends...who won't...the thought of all of the memories i have just being combined and our grade just leaving is extremely frightening, overwhelming and satisfying at the same time. i cant wait til were seniors. i cant wait to culminate 13 years of our lives together...as much drama as there is it's just going to be so liberating. but im also dreading it entirely. im sorry this is extremely random and um...early, but i just was thinking about it.

well thanks for reading my random thoughts, ill stop blabbering now. i suppose im delirious from lack of sleep.

much love<33
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dmlxoxo

05-25-04 9:26pm

haha lmao, im so jealous of ur louis vuitton, all i got was a note that said dear DANIEL....to: davids mom haha

*i also hate random global tests...how teh fuck r we supposed to study?? ahh, buggin out here lol

*overwhelming fear of teh future...totally normal, mee too

*i do that imagining in the future thing all the time, last year me and hilary and steph made a list of people who we think will go to prom with lol

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goobs827

Re:, 05-26-04 3:55pm

haha yeah... um what kind of losers would do that, like pretend who's going to the prom with who...eww *winkwink* why deny it?--im sure we all do something of the sort or at least think about it. xoxo.

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