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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 5-25-2004 at 9:55pm | |
| Music: 32 flavors- ani difranco Subject: what i want is not in reach. and what is in reach is not what i want. |
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| i want to write some really thoughtful and awesome entry that i can look back at and go "WOW". but i can't think of anything to write at all this is life's curve right now. -------------------------------------------- isn't that so fucking dull? i NEED SOMTHING EXCITING. hopefully international day'll add excitement. i something find myself feeling so terrible for things i do, i can be mean unintentionally sometime... but i really dont mean it. it's my own ignorance, i know im fucked up. hold up. im thisty.. im gonna get some water. k, back. anyways, hmm..yah my train of thought just ran off the track, wait did i ever have a train of thought? i just had some random fucked up thoughts that were really boring. i haven't started stidying for any of my finals and I'm gonan fail and, oh yah! for the two people reading this (mette and dorina.. and maybe someother miscellaneous person) can u PLEASE brign the final's schedule to school for me? because I lost mine, and I don't know when any of my finals are!! ahhhh. oh yah, and I'm sitting online and no one's IMing me and this is really really really sad. i feel like a social reject. SERIOUSLY! I'm gonna sit here typign till SOMEONE IMs me and you're just gonna have to keep on hearing me ramble! man o man o man o man i think I'm gonna get up early tomorow and scrunch my hair and make it look all pretty! hopefully it'll come out good. u know what i want? ok, this is really weird, so be prepapared to be weirded out. I want some guy to like me, but I don't want to go out with any guy, I just want to be liked by ANY guy just for the pleasure of knowing that somebody is crazy about u... and u can leave them hanging. buahahahaha. OK im evil, but you must agree, it's a nice feeling knowing someone likes u. I want somebody to like me... but i don't want to go out with anybody, you know what I'm saying. I mean, first of all, there isn't a single guy in this school I'd want to go out with, seriously. and I don't know any guys out of school. So those factors are ruled out. crapedy crap. I'm such a spoiled brat though, I seriously need help. But what do u expect I'm an edgemonteneer. lol. Everybody here is a spoiled brat. SPOILED BRAT KINGDOM. ok yah i'm being really pathetic. but no one has IMed me yet. everyone who i used to be close with I'm not as close with anymore, it's so sad. I have no friends. blah. wtf. I'm tired of not being IMed I'm just gonna logg off now. This is pissing me off A LOT. haha man i feel so retarted. |
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reddies | 05-26-04 4:47am msn is so boring when no one IMs you.. *like now* |
HollishDanishM | 05-26-04 7:59am Tina, your thoughts sometimes just baffle me. In a good way though. It's not fun when someone is obsessed with you though. What if like a little ugly, mouth breather liked followed u everywhere? That is no fun. Man oh Man. I love your entries, I don't know why. This one was nothing but a ramble, but I don't know it's refreshing. I think I'm crazy too...
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