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| SinfulDarkness (profile) wrote, on 5-27-2004 at 8:32pm | |
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| Am I not pretty enough Am I too outspoken Do I cry to much Is my heart too broken… Somebody get me out of here, I’m tearing at myself. Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else. The hurt doesn’t go away, the tears never cease to fall What doesn’t kill you only makes you want to die You only wanted the things I couldn’t give you You broke my heart in half so I can cut myself with the edges A bloody wrist is worth a thousand words but mine is worth two…LOVE KILLS I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself anymore Break my heart and hope to die Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me Would it be out of line if I said I miss you Save your happiness for tomorrow and tonight we’ll drown in your tears Not all scars show not all wounds heal sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels You asked me what was wrong and I smiled and said nothing then I turned around and whispered everything Pain doesn’t hurt when its all you’ve ever felt How will you know I am hurting if you cannot see any pain? To wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain. I’m holding on to a dream that will never come true I wish I could gather all my tears so I could fucking drown you in them I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me I’m going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everything’s perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me I’m not crazy I’m just a little unwell Seems to me that even love can die Don’t worry I’ll be fine, just let me slit my wrists one last time I’m a fountain of blood in the shape of a girl Die young and save yourself I know what its like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, how you hurt yourself on the outside to try and kill the pain on the inside Don’t apologize I hope you choke and die I’m sick and tired of being sick and tried It kills me to love you the way I do, and look at you and see how much you don’t care She keeps on asking do you think it hurts to die? It hurts much more to stay alive. I do it for the drugs Kill me with the love that you wont give to me It's raining , washing all the pain away . Streets are flooded with the pain u gave to me. Drenched in the tears that fall from the sky , I remember all the tears I had shed for you that you never would for me. Although it may be hard to do , you need to forget the one who forgot you. Life seems to be the hardest question ever, just as soon as you’ve figured out the answer the question changes You know it is love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if youre not a part of their happiness. I want someone who can look into my eyes and see through my fake happiness and make me smile for real Drown my sorrows in alcohol When I am queen I will exist with perfect scars cut on my wrists I focus on the pain because it’s the only thing that’s real I’ve shed my tears and I’m moving on Breathe in, bleed out I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand, so now I leave without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground. Swallowed by the pain as I fall apart Schools finally over and done with, at least for 2 1/2 months...things are doing alright, I'm not sick anymore but I still have a little bit of a cough. I hope everyone has a good Summer, email me or IM me if you wanna do something. |
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loseurselfnthemusic | 05-28-04 4:59pm It's raining , washing all the pain away . Streets are flooded with the pain u gave to me. Drenched in the tears that fall from the sky , I remember all the tears I had shed for you that you never would for me.
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