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chuckitatthewall (profile) wrote,
on 5-27-2004 at 9:59pm
HELLO THERE! I have a lot of stuff I wanna write so I'll just get straight into it and shorten it probably a lot.

Yesterday sucked. Stephanie is mad at me yet again. I wrote about how I told Bobby a bunch of stuff that Stephanie does on the internet. He let it spill out of his flapping mouth that can't keep one thing quiet. Anyway she is mad at me for like the thousandth time this school year. I dont care though..at all. She, Lynn, and Sarah weren't talking to me. She actually was first mad on Tuesday. My mom took Sarah and me to Lunardi's after school the one day I really don't wanna talk to her. The only words we said to eachother the whole car ride and into the store was "bye" when she left.

Today was pretty good. Despite having 2 finals and 2 hours of graduation practice everthing went better. Lynn can secretly talk to me and her and Sarah both lie to Stephanie saying they don't. I'm no longer pissed at Sarah. I think that I needed a day to cool off. I'm not even mad at Bobby. In fact I'm rather glad that he got her permanently mad at me because I'll permanently have a black spot in my heart towards her. The only form of "love" it has is a slight concern for what she will turn into if she keeps going the way she is. Other than that it is dark and full of anger. She treats people terrible. Cheating on her boyfriends. Lying about what I've said about others. The sooner I get away from her the better.

Today at graduation practice we found out where we sit for the morning award ceremony. I sit next to Kyle. YAY YAY YAY! Only thing is that he sits next to Christina so they were talking a lot. I hate her. Shes really mean and always has been. He told me to call her a hippo while we were in line waiting. I did and it was so great. I CANT DESCRIBE HOW IT FEELS TO CALL SOMEONE YOU HATE A MEAN NAME AND HAVE THEM THINK YOU DONT MEAN IT WHEN YOU REALLY DO! Well, if Kyle were reading this I would say thank you for that but hes not.

Finals were this week. So far I know I got a 79% on math and a 76% on science...2 C+. I cried when I got my math result back because I thought I really could have done a lot better. I think I was being too emotional and a bit of a cry baby. Our teacher, Miss Gengras, even made a comment before she gave them back about how the whole year I'd been struggling with negative numbers. When I got it back I missed 5 problems just because I put negative when it was positive or positive when it was negative. I feel so stupid just thinking about it. You'd think that it's just a matter of memorizing the rules but for some reason I just don't seem to be able to fuckin get it! It's so frustrating. I should have asked my tutor for help when I was going to him but I dunno how much you can really help for that kind of stuff.

I'm tired and I don't have homework so I can be lazy so I'm going to end this. Byester
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LittleDamion

05-28-04 12:00am

Stephanie and Sarah are such bitches.... am I right??!?!??!?!? MWAHHA! ^^

Oh, yes...the feeling of insulting someone you hate... it's great ^_^.

I commented on your jounral - please comment on mine now ^_^..

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LoupGarou

Re:, 05-28-04 12:49am

Lovely icon I say!

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAA! YA HA HA HA HAAAA!

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chuckitatthewall

Re:, 05-28-04 11:05pm

YES! YOU ARE RIGHT. THEY ARE BITCHES. INMATURE ONES. LET US MURDER THEM!
I did comment on your journal. I'll do it again for the next one. byester

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LoupGarou

05-28-04 12:47am

The thing that bugs me about Stephanie is that she doesn't want to tell you why she's mad at you because, according to what she said to me "She should know what she did wrong."
I said "Yeah, well, it was a long time ago - "
"But still. You just don't do that."

And I guess it's true that we got carried away, but it's BOBBY'S FAULT! HE'S THE ONE THAT TURNED AROUND AND STARTED TALKING CRAP. Not to mention most of the stuff we said was true. If she doesn't want people to find out, don't do it. That simple. Another thing that Stephanie pointed out to me was that Dani was a slut too because she was making out with Shawn on the religious retreat. Bobby didn't spread that around. I remember I was surprised when I found Stephanie completely disapproved of that.
I'm mad at Bobby a little. Not so much that I'd hit him (many people know how bad I am at holding grudges), but it just irks me how rude he could be to say that stuff to her face and tell her straight out what we said.

Finals are over. Huzzah! We can be lazy asses for the rest of the year!

I don't think you were being too emotional about the math final. You were disappointed about how you did. You usually don't do badly though, so you shouldn't be hard on yourself. DON't worry - be happy! doo doo doo doo doo!

Anyway, it is alright if you were upset about the final thingy. THat's understandable. What is unnessesary is the way Toni Ann was acting. She was being such a bitch. She was acting like an 80 was the end of the world and was taking it out and snapping at everbody.

Yush. So there.



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chuckitatthewall

Re:, 05-28-04 11:04pm

HOLY FUCK? SHE ACTUALLY SAID "SHE SHOULD KNOW WHAT SHE DID WRONG." OMG! I WANNA FUCKING BEAT HER! I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG BECAUSE SHE IS SO FUCKING SENSITIVE IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANYTHING AND I DIDNT FUCKIN KNOW THAT BOBBY WOULD BRING IT UP TO HER! OMG! I HATE HER MORE THAN I DID BEFORE. IN FACT TODAY I WAS STARTING TO GET OVER IT. FUCKING BITCH. SHE SHOULD KNOW WHAT SHE IS DOING WRONG AND APOLOGIZE FOR IT. I APOLOGIZED FOR WHAT I DID AND I WASNT EVEN SURE AT THE TIME WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS! AGH! I'M PISSED NOW. BYE

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