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| pamela (profile) wrote, on 5-29-2004 at 1:20pm | |
| Current mood: somewhat sad and jinxed Music: 97.9 GRD Subject: another one bites the dust, why...oh why...oh why??? |
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| so yea, jess and i babysat a one year old last night. not that fun, she didn't go to sleep till like one in the morning and then the cute little kitten kept waking her up after she did finally fall asleep. so this morning sucked big balls! yeah, so we're sitting with the baby in the living room, amanda was sleeping, and her room mate and her daughter were in the bathroom getting ready. well, the baby 8 week old kitten was in there with them, and the dumb fucking rotweiller dog got in there and killed the kitten! i head her roomate val screaming at the dog to let the kitten go, so ran in there and grabbed the dog's collar. he was shaking the kitten so hard and everything. the poor thing never had a chance. so i pulled the dog off of the kitten, it ran out of the room and into val's. i went after it, and it was meowing at me, then stopped, and died. i was so sad at this. i started to cry because i had been playing with this kitten the whole time i was there and protecting to sweet thing from the dog, but you just walk away for a second and it's gone. i dunno i kind of feel partly responsible. i didn't get up right away when i heard val yelling at the dog, or at least i should have had my eye on the cat like i had been doing most of the time. i just feel so horrible....and embarressed for letting them see me cry. it wasnt even my cat and i cried. damn, just the stress has got me fucking emotional, and i hate being emotional so much. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck....... i hate dogs, they all can fucking die...stupid dogs, horrible creatures...damn mean rotweilers, i was starting to believe they were nice, but in the end they're all evil and killers...cuz i know now it was a dog who killed my Bobbi last year, she looked jsut like that poor baby kitten.....i'm cursed, that's 2 cats in 2 weekends, fuck,.....don't let me near your cats, they'll die!!! *sniffles* |
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Angel_Bob | 05-29-04 3:53pm WHAT!? NOOOOO!!!!!! Damn dogs! God. I'm so sorry... Fuck. Don't feel bad about it... it wasn't your fault. Don't feel bad about crying either. I would have. I almost am now.
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softballgirl3 | 05-29-04 8:08pm it's not your fault. i'm sorry you've had so much crap to deal with lately. and i'm not a dog fan but they can be okay. and crying is ok too |