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| glitterkisses (profile) wrote, on 5-30-2004 at 5:38pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Christnia Aguleria-I turn to you Subject: |
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| I am sorry for the things I said, the way I felt. Because as hard as I try to ignore the fact that you were one of my best friends, I can’t. I’d never wish anything but good things for you, and I could never hate you, and I never will. You meant way too much to me, and I will always care about you. You taught me a lot, and showed me a lot. Like how to look past the crap because everyone has to deal with the same things, and you made me laugh, and without knowing it you made me want to be my own person. I hate seeing you, I hate hearing about you, I hate thinking about you, because all it is is remembering the way things were at one point, just to remember that isn’t how they are anymore. If I could just learn to not say things I don’t mean just because I’m upset in the moment. It kills me thinking you don’t ever think about me, it kills me thinking our friendship probably meant nothing to you, that if anything happened to me tomorrow it wouldn’t matter, and more than ever it kills me that I’ll never be able to tell you this, because you’ll never want to hear it, and I’ll never have the chance to let you hear it. I’m tiered of hoping that just maybe one day you’ll just want to be friends again, because you won’t. | |
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swimfan14 | 05-30-04 9:04pm Hey. I know what your going through, b~cuz we already talked about it but I'm sorry and I'm doing what I can to help you. I know how much this means to you and I hope things work out in any way you want them to. Ttyl babe. |