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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 5-30-2004 at 8:35pm | |
| Music: dil dooba- khakee Subject: if only... only if.. |
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| i miss everything sooo much. i just wish with all my heart that my mom would fly down here right now and just save me. save me from this torture. If she was here right now, i swear everything would be just allll right. and everything would be perfect. I want it to be like that. i miss her SOOOOO MUCH, it's not even funny. i feel like calling her up and tellng her, but I dunno-- I don't want to make her feel bad when I call her, want her to continue being happy and joyous.. yknow. and eversingle thing makes me miss her. Ever second I'm like.. this would be so much better if my mom were here. or i would be happier... only if. only if only if. i hate the word "if" it implies something the way u want it to be... and it just plays with ur mind. "if i could just do this.." if leaves u with such a sense of incompleteness... and right now that's how i feel. as if a part of me is gone. It's dissapeared in the mist. far far FAR away. yknow. |
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HollishDanishM | Yes, 05-30-04 9:11pm Can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em. I know you have a strong bond with your mother, so do I, and it's hard. It's like half your heart is temporarily missing. A piece of advice, just try to do things you have the chance to do without her. Maybe not clean up your room, blast the music since she isn't home. There are just certain things you wouldn't be able to do if she were with you. And if that doesn't work, well just be happy that you're so close to her. It's pretty rare these days...
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