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cocopuff (profile) wrote,
on 5-31-2004 at 10:34pm
Current mood: frustrated
Music: none...
Subject: hmm

yea well its 10:30 and theres school tomorrow which means i shoudl really b in bed... but i cant sleep tomany things on my mind so i decited id write in here....

u know its really sad to lose a friend.. and i have lost many i can sadly say...but um not sure if im ready to give up on some now.. i want to give up i really do but i can't... i really believe that if we all make and effert we can b frineds like before.... and i know for a fact that not one of my friends invloved can say that they dont want to tery and make things work... i say fuck it.. start over new... no fucked up ties to eachother due to sexul reasons... fuck all the fights weve had becasue think about it... how pointless were they.. and i can answer that for u they were fuckin stupid and nothign that shoudl have ever caused us to not b freinds.. and as the summer gets closer and closer i get sadder and sadder thinking abotu how last year we were always together, and now i cant even remeber the last time we were together.. and its soo fuckign sad.. things never shoudl ahve gottn this bad.. and truthfully i dont understand y they did.... but im gonan try now.. i really am im gonna give everythign i have to try and b friends again.. and if it dont work then i quit and its all done.. but i really hope it dont get to that point :(

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krazykelc1

06-01-04 9:22pm

I soooo agreee :-( I miss them too its sad that they/ or atleast one of them- thinks i dont care... tell me who is the one whos always complaining to u guys about how I miss them?? yes that would be me. we all care though not just me... anyone who spent as much time as we did with them would feel the same... it sucks to lose ppl you love.

the sad thing is that they made me who I am today and for some reason they hate who I am now?? I haven't changed since they met me... I don't understand but w/e I get upset over the same thing toooo often and I'm way too tired to think about all this

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xonixieox

06-06-04 12:01pm

ahhhhhhhh lizzy i did random journal and yours came up! yay! lol i love you!

<3 NikkiE

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