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blondie17 (profile) wrote,
on 6-1-2004 at 3:01pm
i need to break up with jon. any suggestions. cause i just cant bring myself to do it. i dont know how in the world ill feel afterwords....sad, mistaken,happy, relieved...or like i am making the biggest mistake of my life. i just know i need to....i think i have too. no offense but i dont want to end up like robbie and jessica where all you do is talk about the other when there not around and wish you were with them still. i dont want to be like that. i dont want to have to regret this. i think im not ready for a relationship so much. maybe i just need to be alone for a while. do you think suggesting a break is worse? or should i do the full out break up? i dont know what i am going to do. i am going to end up crying. i know that for sure cause i might just be making the biggest mistake or maybe it will be the best thing to ever happen to me because he isnt the right one. i dont know what to think right now. is it bad to be interested in other people ...i dont want a relationship just yet, at all....i dont know what i want, but i have a little crush on someone who has been in and out of my life sense middleschool and i dont want to loose him. but i dont want a relationship either...just a Close GOOD friendship. is that too much to ask? well i better get going so if anyone can help me out go for it!
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everyfallingday

06-01-04 5:04pm

relationships are for suckers. your entry confirmed that for me.

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Silver

06-01-04 7:05pm

Just go ahead and do it.

By jumping into a relationship with this kid you should've realized what you were compromising; a friendship.

If you didn't, well then that's purely your mistake and no one can tell you how to get out of it harmless.

Hurt is inescapable.

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blondie17

Re:, 06-02-04 9:40am

i dont think i really jumped into it with him. things change through time. we started dating, we didnt have much of a friendship before hand. but i think if we break up it wont be compromising anything. i dont think anyone can come out of this without being hurt...i know that. i just want the hurt to be the least possible. i dont break up with many people. but thanks for the advice....or input

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AcidTears

Re: Re:, 06-02-04 10:04am

I agree with Silver.

By dating him, you created a relationship there. There's no escaping that.

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holiday

Re: Re: Re:, 06-02-04 9:55pm

Taking a break will just confuse him. If you go with your gut things will work out, which it sounds like you want a break, and to me it doesn't sound like he's treating you very nicely. It's almost summer so maybe it's time to try something new. Change can be good and bad. I'm sorry you are sad hun. If you want to talk to me you know where i live
<3

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blondie17

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-03-04 10:29am

thanks hil. ....

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Sputnik

06-03-04 12:05am

Hey, babe I don't know what to tell you. You're a smart match but you're just not int ohim like you use to be even when your wit him. It's not like the feelings just leave you while you're apart. I see your exasperation when your together now too. That stinks. You know what you have to do. You're just delaying the inevitable. You know it-....and Casey, He knows it too. Sorry. I love you and call me asap. We have to get together. NOW

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blondie17

Re:, 06-03-04 10:28am

okay. i will and did he say something to you? or tyler ? well hang out sometime.

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