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| lilkristen (profile) wrote, on 6-1-2004 at 6:39pm | |
| omg i've never felt so happy to be around someone in my entire life... how i feel is so indescribably great and bad at the same time... it kills me inside to know that i dont have him... me and meghan went to his grandpa's wake today... and i got two kisses on the cheek =] =] =] both times i had to turn around nd put a big smile on my face nd go woot! lolol... but seriously he makes me soo happy... its unbelievable how crazy he makes me... even when im not around him, hes with me every second -- cuz thats how often i think about him... ive never EVER felt this strongly about ANYONE.. and i kinda like it and i kinda dont... im soooo happy to be with him but the fact that he aint mine and i hate missing him every waking moment... i need him in every sense... physically and emotionally... physically cuz i think my heart will collapse on me and emotionally is kinda obvious cuz hes every thing i've ever wanted and more... and i mean that... he is EVERYTHING you could wish for in a guy... and i dont know how to control my feelings for him because everything i do is about him... all i see is him all i feel is him all i think is him... I CANT GET MY HEAD AROUND HIM!!! its not the falling temperature that makes my bones run cold... its the breeze he makes... the presence felt when he's around me.. i dont know whyy i feel this way i just cant help it... hes the sweetest guy i've ever known nd i feel like the luckiest person alive to know him... sometimes people say they fell head over heels... well i kinda did.. but i didnt fall nd just hit... i SLAMMED! | |
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| Anonymous | its ali, 06-02-04 7:15pm wow ok u kinda r head ova heals 4 him.... i knoe exactly how u feel....y dun u tell him 2 go to the movies on saturday cuz james' party is over at 7...so go to a l8ter movie....ttyl...
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| lilkristen | Re: its ali, 06-02-04 7:22pm really? its over at 7? yay im gunna see if he can go |