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GoLdIe18 (profile) wrote,
on 6-2-2004 at 4:23pm
Current mood: Depressed
Music: Guster<3
Subject: E m O hugs
through teh wind i whisper your name
into teh snow i call your name
and ill wait for teh day that you love me
hang up teh fone, just want you to call right back
how can i get enough of this
i dont know what has come over me
something i just cant explain
far across across teh empty sky
i will ride these endless clouds of white
and there all the imperfect will become perfect
just teh way they are
but how can these stars they shine liek theyve never
been shining before
i see them brand new and calling
i see you alone and wanting
and my heart returns its call
wont you hold me in teh darkness
wont you love me dont know where ur heart is
just wish that someday youll find a way
whisper into these empty skies
my last call for sanity
tell me all i have to give
maybe ill get you to love me?
tell me what it is when u say all teh right words
tell me why u know just what to say
with just one look into your blue eyes
i lose myself that way
no matter all that i sing
or anything that i could ever say
it could never tell you how much you mean to me
you might say i dont understand
dont knwo what its like to have you by my side
you might tell me that i dont know all about love
maybe your right, but i know what i feel everynight
and it just happens that i love the way you make me smile
tranquil kisses, soft embraces
the love is all around
its in teh air and its in your heart
beauty so profound
what is it that keeps me wanting
what is this diseas thats come over me
am i binded and tainted
and bleeding for all to see
these stars hold no comfort tonight
if your arms arent wrapped around me
and these hands are so empty
when not entwined with mine u see
so tangle me with words
tell me all that it is you heard
just wrap me up inside your sheets tonight
tell me, tell me, tell me what it is you see
and love me, oh love me tonight

-Emily's journal....thanks emmyboo! miss u!

Echo.
close my eyes let the whole thing pass me by
there is no time to waste asking why
id run away with you by my side
id run away with you...
by my side...-Trapt-



What the hell is wrong with me? Honestly...
I have NEVER been jealous of someone before and its so bad. I love this person, but im jealous. I wish I could change everything thats happened between us since the day we met. I wish I could go back in time and change the WAY we met. I love you more than you know....and I always will.


Stephie baby- I LOVE YOU! you are amazing, thanks for always being there for me, thats what best friends are for...I owe ya one! xox

Kay- story times cheer me up, and you make me laugh evennnn harder i love youuu! xox

Jessa and Sam- thanks. I love you girls. xox


Samantha (Mell!!!)- Thanks for being there, letting me tell you everything. Thanks for listening and being someone I can ALWAYS trust. I love you so much. always here for you.

Girls- you are my saviors. thanks for EVERYTHING. i love you.


someday somehow
gonna make it alright,
but not right now....
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Anonymous

baaaby!, 06-02-04 4:38pm

hello my love, I know what you're goin thru cuz I gone thru it before..u just need to remember where your priorities are at, thats all. once you figure it out, everything will be good again. i promise. hope everything goes well, i <3 you and I'm always here if u need me.

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Anonymous

Re: baaaby!, 06-02-04 4:39pm

fuck i forgot to write who that was from hahaha..

*stephie

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Anonymous

06-02-04 5:28pm

hey jodi!! keep smilin girl...

"listen to me and hear what ive got to say/ love will come your way/ one of these days/ and in just/ a matter of time/ every little thing/ is gonna be just fine..."
-the caesars

ily!! -sarah q

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GoLdIe18

Re: Sarah Q, 06-03-04 5:09pm

thanks quatrano! I miss you tons! ITALY IS SO FAR AWAY!!! ahh, but you come home in 32 days :) yay! ill be at camp, but when I get home its gonna be a party! and NERUSY 04-05..hellz yeahh! get ready to rock it! love you and miss u! -Jodes......

P.S.- Jonah's Back. He has long hair now..oy! haha YAY ISRAELI LOVE! annd umm, Jesse<3. yeah...no words

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