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| FreakishIYK (profile) wrote, on 6-3-2004 at 11:03am | |
| Current mood: Alright Music: reach and touch Subject: Well.....I dunno |
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| Well, things turned out different then I expected. Mike broke up with his girlfriend, and about two minuets later, guess who he's going out with next?....yep, me. Hope I don't fuck things up this time. I like hanging out with him and being with him though. Usually at the beginning I'm really shy and what not...but not with him. He's different and I can't place why. I haven't told my parents about us yet, and I don't think I plan on it. Same with Ashley....I don't feel like getting lectured about this. We hung out literally all day Tuesday and Wednesday. Wednesday was um....interesting though. I'll just leave it as that, can't really explain it....so, yea. Anyway, what else is new? hmm....oh, Billy hates me. I told him about what happened and just as I expected....he got pissed. But what I wasn't expecting was what he said. He said something like...if I'm helping him cheat, then how does he know I didn't cheat on him? This is such bullshit. He acts as if I'm not allowed to make mistakes. It's stupid....at that moment it felt like we were going out....back when he kept accusing me of cheating, and I wasn't. That pissed me off, I was not happy about it. I asked him not to tell...he said he couldn't make any promises. What the hell? I confided in him, and told him what was going on without hesitation, trusting him, and he's going to tell me that? What the hell? I haven't talked to him since, or vise versa. Ok...breathe. Anyway, today I think I'm just going to stay home. No need to be with Mike everyday. oh yesterday when I was with Mike in the rain, I told him something that I haven't told any of my boyfriends....atleast I don't think. We were talking, and he wanted to know what I was thinking....I was hesitant about it...but I told him that I shouldn't get attached. I've thought that with all my boyfriends Billy, AJ, etc. Because eventually they all leave...and if they don't, then I do. But anyway, he understood...wow it's great to have someone understand you. After that we talked for a bit and he's mentioned after a while, just leaving the state, to somewhere no one can find him. He said if we were still together, I can go with him (when I'm 18 and all, but still) Sounds silly...but the thought has crossed my mind since then. Urr what am I thinking? it's only been about 3 days since we've been together....maybe this is going a little fast....crap, I dunno. Well, now I think I might of given myself a head ache, so I'm going to go lay back down. Until then all, bye. |
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| Anonymous | 06-03-04 5:54pm "Hate" is a pretty strong word. And if that's "American Head Charge"s Reach and Touch ... then ... Nice choice ... :-D
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