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dumbblonde1137 (profile) wrote,
on 6-3-2004 at 10:06pm
Current mood: regretful
Music: Pieces of me by: Ashlee Simpson
Subject: on a monday i am waiting, on tuesday i am fading and by wednesday i cant sleep....
stupid! stupid! stupid! god im soo freakin stupid sumtimes. this always happens to me. i either dont say sumthing that i regret or i do say sumthin and then regret it.

heres sumthin i said to this guy recently that i regret becuz i think i messed things up...
i shuld have never told him how i felt about him. im pretty sure i fucked everything up. im pretty positive nothing is gunna come out of this and im jus screwing myself over waiting for him to do sumthin. of course, i culd be wrong and no matter what i wuld have said nuttin wuld have happened. who knos. i shulda jus kept my mouth shut. y do i always do this??

next time im gunna keep my mouth shut about who i like. i need to stop fucking everything up. i always ruin everything.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle
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Anonymous

from *sassy*, 06-03-04 11:26pm

dont think that way, boys are stubborn and immature and you know what! they never grow out of it either.
~robyn

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dumbblonde1137

Re: from *sassy*, 06-03-04 11:30pm

hey...haha thanks..thats so tru tho. boys are stubborn and very immature. lol. cant wait to see u guys in july. say hi to paul and uncle scott for me!! :)
<3-janelle

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Anonymous

i dont know.., 06-04-04 10:05am

i dont know if anything i say is gonna make anything better or worse..but here i'll give it a shot..
i think its rly cool that u had the guts to tell a guy how u feel..and then usualy u think that the guy respects that or they totally ignore u the next day..so actually i dont rly know what i'm saying cuz thats exzactly what ur whole entry was about..lol okay then so i'm just gonna shut up and go now..

<+Allie+>

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dumbblonde1137

Re: i dont know.., 06-04-04 10:31am

hehe thanks allie. yeah im not sure what u were trying to say either but i rilly appreciate u trying! lol

<3-janelle

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Anonymous

Re: Re: i dont know.., 06-06-04 7:30pm

AHAAAHHHAAA!...
somtimes i rly worry about myself.. but i guess u would know what i mean specially cuz u've knownw me for what..hmm 2 years is it?..

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Anonymous

hmm, 06-04-04 11:08pm

who's the guy ur talking about?

-andrew

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dumbblonde1137

Re: hmm, 06-04-04 11:53pm

who do u think?

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