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| brandnew26 (profile) wrote, on 7-5-2004 at :23pm | |
| Current mood: melancholy Music: Anatomy Of A Ghost - Distress In The Control Tower |
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| sore today. did my six miles. foot and shoulder really hurt. beat up pat again today. god I hate him. so someone asked me today what my definition of love was. simple answer, love doesn't exist/I don't believe in it(take your pick). people clinging onto nothing, trying not to be alone. heres a fun fact, they will be alone. kinda like what jesse lacey wrote in I Will Play My Game Beneath The Spin Light "Collect calls to home, to tell them that I realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone." Truer lines never written. Call me a cynic, I don't care. I've become a big fan of Ernest Hemingway. Just read "A Farewell To Arms" That is quite possibly the best book I have ever read and it is one of my favorites. Well, so much for my failed attempt to seem like an intellectual. I just wish I had someone who cared about me, and I know that no one does. It doesn't really matter anyway. I've got two years left here in the States til Europe. As my brother said "So many people are trying soo hard to come here and you can't wait to leave and move to England." What can I say, I'm just fed up with pretty much everything here. Going to Oxford, I'll probably end up teaching English or History after that. Ha, can you see me as one of those English professors? kinda weird, but I can. I don't have anything keeping me here in the States. I don't plan on marrying or anything like that after I get over there. With my luck, I'll probably die a virgin. I hope no one takes this as me whining about my fucked life, I'm not. I'm stating my plans and things that will most likely happen to me. This is Eric signing off. Goodbye and Goodnight. |
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| Anonymous | 06-05-04 1:35pm love is an emotion, and a lot of people forget that. but it's an emotion that can change everything about you. love makes people do crazy things. love gives you a warm feeling and the largest head rush. this emotion you can not just change in a matter of seconds, it grows and becomes attached to the person you love. it's odd really it can change from the state of it being a head rush, to where you dont want to get up off the couch and much rather sit and watch john cusack movies. but because the head rush is so breathtaking and the most magnificent thing, we go back for more. sorry for my rambling and sorry if its a little incoherent. <33...i just hope it makes a difference. |