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Twitchy (profile) wrote,
on 6-5-2004 at 3:41am
Current mood: pissed off
Music: Tristessa, The Smashing Pumpkins
Subject: Ah fuck it ...
I fucked up
I fucked up really bad
I had a really bad week, I felt like a jackass for everything, even that stuff that wasn't my fault
now I'm alone again
not for long, but I'm alone right now
and I feel like shit
I need vacation, I really need it, very badly
I need to get away from all these ... people
FUCK, I can't get away
it's not a big problem I know, but I'm antisocial, I'm not used to people and all of a sudden they're all over
and bad shit is happening
and I just need to get away

of course there are a few people I care about who I'll try to keep in contact with
but for now I just need some solitude and quiet to ... just to think, and write, and work
I need to get away, and the weekend doesn't look much better ...
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shroudofrain

06-05-04 5:27pm

hey, just know im always here to help you man, you know that. just hang in their. summer vacation is comming so fast. just wait five more days. youll make it. youll be ok.

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Anonymous

06-11-04 12:46am

In one word: "Fuck,"
I don't really know you, I know you do go to my school. If I saw you I would probably already know how you feel on the inside. But thats okay.
It seems to me that you have a different prospect of the world at different emotional times. When you're happy you seem like an outgoing guy, in other words you don't have a care in the world and jsut want to have a good time. But when you're sad or angry you become the usual depressed guy that wonders why he's put on this world. I like both moods but you should try to balance and tell others how you feel. (if I seem wrong to you please don't kill me)

-the girl who won't tell her name (sevie)


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