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| toki (profile) wrote, on 6-5-2004 at 4:47pm | |
| Current mood: indifferent Subject: Summer Days |
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| Summer....most people love it. And trust me, the idea of no school is great. But wait..nope...I have school this summer. I dont know, I've ALWAYS been one that has hated summers. Summers, for me, define what I think of the next year. Summers are the points where I notice most change, even though they're only two months long. For the past...six years..I've spent almost everyday of summer alone in my house. Last summer I got out once or twice a week, at the most. Kinda sad compared to your everyday out having fun summers. It's sad when you can remember everything you did the past summer, because you really didn't do that much at all. What can I do though? I'm dreading this summer, and I know dreading something makes it worse. I don't want it to be here. I don't want to be left alone in my house again. But it's all my fault, I should call people. So don't get pissed at me and tell me I'm being a bitch and blaming others. I just...I don't know. If people wanted to spend time with me, they'd call me. ::insert yelling fit here:: I don't know, this summer I'll try to keep a good attitude. I'll make sure that even when I'm alone I make my day worth it. I'll try atleast. I don't want to spend another summer crying. It's just kind of weird, isn't it? Those who complain about never getting called never call others who never get called. Oh well. It's the way the world works. There will always be one left alone. I'll volunter. -Patrice I know it's only the second day of summer. But I can't help it. My trust in people has kinda died over the years. I apologize. |
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Anytngbtordinary | 06-06-04 12:45pm Patrice...weve gone over this a lot...i dont think you should worry about this summer being bad...just because you didnt go out the other night....i didnt either...my days were probably as long and boring as yours...no one called me. People just dont like calling other people...and honestly im sick of calling people...but i know its pretty much the only way of getting out of my house...as much as that sucks. Just dont think that they dont want you to call them...because im sure they do. |
Anonymous | 06-07-04 5:12pm ok how is life fairer than death
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Anytngbtordinary | Re:, 06-07-04 5:36pm where the hell did that come from? Why would you even say something like that? |
| Anonymous | 06-09-04 11:05pm Yelling fit: if peopel wanted to spend time with you they'd call you. So if you wanted to spend time with people you would call them, therefore, you dont want to spend time with people!?!?!? |
Anonymous | Re:, 06-09-04 11:05pm cuz you dont call them. |
| Anonymous | 06-10-04 6:05pm Geez, someone's got a stick up their ass (referring to the anonymous chick). BTW, it's Melissa. And I feel the same way about summer. |