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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 6-6-2004 at 9:23am | |
| Current mood: even more depressed... |
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| It happened, pretty much...I was hoping it'd never happen...I guess it was just plain inevitability...which sucks, a lot...this sucks... However, if this is what it will take for Carmen to be happy, then it had to be done...if my presence is going to hurt Carmen, then this is the outcome that must be...I never wanted to hurt Carmen, and unfortuantely, I have...too much, it would seem... So maybe this will be good in the long run...she can enjoy her summer without me to ruin it for her...she wont have me to hold her back anymore...she can be happy now... |
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Nef | 06-06-04 10:59am And you? |
| Anonymous | oh doug, 06-06-04 11:08pm I know how you feel man. Sometimes you just want to stab yourself in the heart so the people you care about never have to hear from you again, but you know that's just not true. I'm unbelievably sorry things haven't been working out for you, but I hope things get better. I know it hurts now, and thoughts of the future seem depressingly far away, but something I've learned is that no matter what happens, today is going to end. And tomorrow will begin. And there's always the chance that it will hurt a little less, or might get a little better. I'd do anything I could to help you. Please know that. I'm sorry it hurts so bad.
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| Anonymous | 06-07-04 5:38pm since when did you hold me back? |