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| brutisimo (profile) wrote, on 6-7-2004 at 12:29am | |
| Subject: GGGRRRRRRRRR!!!! |
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| Why does my mother have to make everything so complicated? I KNoW i have told her about my worries about Katie's health before and yet tonight when i started talking about how distressed I am, she acted like i was putting her out and i was inconsiderate for even bringing it up. She gets pissed when i dont tell her what is going on...but now she is also getting pissed when i do tell her. She is always telling me I have a bad attitude and that I shouldn't take things out on her, but when i try to not hold things in, and actually talk about what is bithering me she freaks out on me. I hate it here and i can't wait til camp starts. Her mood swings are killing me, yesterday she opened my door while i was on the phone just to tell me she was proud of me and she loves me, then when got off the phone i when to see what thw fuck that was all about and she was almost crying when she told me she was glad i was going to the bookstore to get a book when there were other things likedrugs of alcohol i could be spending my money on...she is driving me insane! one day she is crying because of how wonderful i am, and the next my concern for a friend annoys her...i cant figure it out and when i try i do something to set her off...arg, i cant win...she feels bad that i never want to be home, but she is what makes home so unbearable...and if she read this she would probably spiral into a terrible bout of depression and not come out of her room for a week...I have TOO much shit going on in my ife to worry about her crap, I need to get out of here. | |
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Fanelia | 06-07-04 12:44am *hugs*
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