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| brutisimo (profile) wrote, on 6-9-2004 at 1:20am | |
| My summer officially starts tomarrow and i am really really scared. Max is leaving in a week and i have never not been able call him, and i know that camp is not going to be the same without him...I am just hoping that n the next week he is going to actually hang out with me,but i dont have a good feeling at all. Then there is ryan...I am dreading seening him, having him at camp with out max is one of the most terrible things i can imagine. I have seen him about 5 times since i have been home and when i walk into a room and everyong ays hi, he doesnt say anything and barely makes eyecontact...how am i going to do this? I am so scared and i really dont have anyone to talk to about it...Katie is goignt o visit her bf, anne is obsessed with a boy she met in cali, kenz is barely my friend and ryan is an offlimits subject, i obviosly cant talk to ryan, my mom is out of the question and i cant get a hold of max for the life of me...I know i should be happy cuz camp is like a second home to me, but i cant shake the feeling that this summer is gong to SUCK. On the up side, i have been going through books like water lately. here is a condensed list: Nicolas sparks: A walk to remember Nights in Rodanth Message in a bottle The wedding The notebook Meg cabot: Princess diaries Princess in waiting All American Girl Sarah Dessen: Someone like You That Summer Keeping the moon Under the tusca sun and some happy potter books in there somewhere too...it is insane, but i love it... Sorry i am so upset tonight...i am going to try to have some good dreams now that i have vented a little... night and i miss you and heart you |
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michellestar | 06-09-04 1:38pm Wow, you've read a lot of books. I've only read one: The Green River Killer. It's a true story and a lil freaky.
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