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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 6-10-2004 at 11:12am | |
| Current mood: tired/eating/tired Subject: buda buda |
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| .. The phone rang at 8:30 and mom didn't get it, she let it ring. She thought it was work and didn't want to be called in.. I could'nt get ahold of Brook last night so I thought it might be him.. I got up and got the phone and called him.. he picked up. The reason he wasn't there was becaues he went to a party.. and had just got back when I called. He was a bit drunk.. but he talked just fine.. that with slurs.. god... I loved talking to him.. I was so fucking tired though and so was he.... God.. I was just listening.. him mumble to himself and to whomever was there.. and he was playing a video game.. I loved it.. he was mocking me and .. heh he said that he laid down and once he does he's like a carpet.. lol he does'nt move.. lol and he's like 'if that makes any sense' lol I got what he meant.. and then a bit later I called him carpet boy lol and he thought I called him a carpet muncher XD lmao ha ha we was cracking up.. god he is awesome to talk to. .. yea.. we talked and talked.. for about an hour and a half.. till.. .like. 10:something.. the phone died lol... I told him I was going up to the school later and .. asked if he wanted to go. He said he might.. he'd try.. .. heh.. I said he could ride his magic carpet lmao XD he is so funny! I love his laugh.. god.. I love it.. everything about him that I know.. I love.. I respect.. I want to know more.. just more.. always.. I push people.. well guys really I could care less about girls.. we never get along.. girls .. god.. I dont' know.. I just always get along better with guys.. .. ::shrugs:: he said he doesn't like to talk on the phone that he rather talk to me in person.. I was quick to say 'me too, I rather talk in person'.. .. yea... we can.. piano.. heh.. .. .. I told him how lazy I was.. he said that like at 5 or 6 that he walked to the store and bought some food all drunk... lol and I told him that I was hungry and he told me to go eat but I told him how lazy I was that if I had to even microwave it then that's too much to do.. if it ain't there ready to eat.. fuck it lol and he said 'damn, you lazy.. dang I gotta lazy babe on my phone.. that's cool... i wanna lazy girl.. because i'm lazy..' yea he was mumbling lol.. .. he.. might like me.. I hope so.. .. i said that... ... i wanted to go to the mall and play ddr.. he said he doesn't like the mall and I was saying that it's like empty int he morning and that i'm gonna take him with me sometime.. like for real .. lol.. and hes' like 'well lets go now' yea. .. he was really sayingl ets go now.. I said you drive lol.. yea.. .. wow.. .. was he foreal? .. heh..... awesome.. I'm calling him at 12.. i'm like 'you gonna be there?' he said yea.. then like 'dang only 2 hours of sleep?' lol I said he could work with it.. he said he'd be asleep.. he told me to wake him up.. heh.. brook... .. will i get to see him .. it's 30 minutes off.. i'm just worried since my mom doesn't work that she might stop by to hear me play... great right? .. with brook there.. if he goes? and today laura and i was supposed to go play.. .. yea.. .. .. grrreat.. ... tomorrow OKC.. maybe... .. i work tonight.. brook might come.. after we close.. heh.. oh Brook also said since I was hungry and lazy that he wuold go over to were he 'used to work' (he quit yesterday) and cook me something but he couldn't since he dont work there no more lol.. heh.. .. ah.. i'm tired.. really tired.. 30 minutes till i call.. i need to find out if my parents are gonna come.. i do'nt even know if the school is open -_- .... ______ 1:29 No one's at the school.. so no piano.. I just got off the phone with Brook before I left.. talked to him till it died again lol I asked him if he wanted me to call later and he said yes that he did.. like yes yes.. wow.. that's awesome.. I just listen.. he was watching pirates of the caribean.. yea.. and laughing.. i love his laugh.. .. if he asked me .. if I trusted him.. I woudl say yes.. and.. I do.. trust him.. I guess.. its'.. really I want to trust him so.. the only way to want to to really do is to just trust him.. if that makes sense.. I don't think.. that.. he would.. hurt me.. .. yea.. everyone knows him.. in bulldog town.. yea.. pretty much everyone.. wow.. popular guy.. dont' know if that's a good thing though... He said he was getting sober.. and didn't like that.. he said that every time I talked to him that he had somethign in him.. yea.. .. that doesn't matter, he seems used to it.. he konws atleast what he's doing.. .. turns out that he never stoped drugs for bethany.. maybe he's just saying that.. I dont' know.. He keeps saying aobut tonight at my work.. ... he says he's coming by.. and this time I believe him.. .. i want to believe him.. and do.. but I still have my doubts.. about him.. alwyas. He says he hates crowds and.. when he went to the mall he freaked out and made a scene.. saying he wanted the fuck out of there.. .. I told him that if he went with me that he would have a good time.. and he was quick to say 'i'm sure i would but' and the but was all the people.. he said he's ok as long as he has someone there to keep his mind off of things.. but once his mind starts to wonder.. he feels like everyone is looking at him watching him.. yea.. I've learned to just.. ignor them.. i'm always in my own world anyway.. .. i watch them.. awear of where they are standing.. read their movements.. how they are breathing.. atleast that's how i used to be.. untill i stoped caring.. people can sneak up on me now.. they used not to be able to.. Brook has a motocyle lisense and that's it.. heh .. i might see him today.. .. yea.. might.. .. ... oh and when i called i did wake him.. .. .. i'm falling for him.. .. shit.. he has me.. if i had a car.. i wouldn't be writng this right now.. i would be next to him eating gummie worms watching pirates of the caribean.. .. i'm gonna find a cell phone.. this phone dies wayy too much.. mom says that she won't have a credit check in her name.. because she's embarrassed.. cha.. stupid.. she said come up with $400 and then she'll think about it.. shit.. i'll get it checked in dad's name.. he wn't either .. i know he won't.. damnit.. that's fucked up.. .. brook brook brook... time to wake dad up and beg for him to take me into town.. .. such joy... ... |
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| Anonymous | 06-11-04 12:47am mmmmm.....nothing like a wasted drunk piece of trash....
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mizu87 | Re:, 06-11-04 1:53am ^^ so mean so mean xD ha ha ha
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