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Twitchy (profile) wrote,
on 6-11-2004 at 12:40am
Current mood: visions
Music: Polly, Nirvana
Subject: Perfect
someone said something to me today that made alot of sense
you hear it alot but not with the same reasons or tone that he said it, not the same honest way
do what makes you happy

happy

I see the two of them at last fine and well and cared for, I imagin a grassy meadow and they look so happy, a tear runs down my face as I see the happiness

I see one moving along, seeing what he can do, accepting what is and leaving behind a bad past

I see one ... I see one that is unclear

I see one taking up something new, in a dark room, and living happily on

I see one no longer listening

I see one who finally knows what to do and how it goes

and I see myself in a room in candellight, dim and yellow, in a chair thinking of all that was good, and writing, and remembering one at a time, and a tear down my face

I see happiness when they're happy, and then I see peace for me, finally, alone and doing what I do, I see ... no fortune, I see no others, I see no care even, I see me
alone
and I see me knowing they are fine
and I see me, there ... happy

not now ... not now is this happening, never has it happened, but I will do as he said to me, I will do what makes me happy, I will help you all find some peace

much care









Today was odd ... I was drenched and walking home in a downpour of rain, and had been covered in mud ... after being in a small dark shower with all my clothes on with sever people of both gender, that was odd, and I was covered in mud before that

but all in all the fun day was interesting, and I feel like I said some good byes to people I'll never see again, I reached some ends, I tied up the year

and tomarrow I'll go in ... finished ... and just ... yell
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s-m-i-l-e

06-12-04 2:31pm

if only tomorrow didnt come

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