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H2OforDuo (profile) wrote,
on 6-13-2004 at 8:36pm
Subject: Another two sided coin.
Much funness at RPG today, even though Mandi couldn't make it. *Tear*
Ah well.

Alan wasn't there today, which makes me glad, as I hate being so unfortable as I am around him. It makes me very self concious. If Mandi starts coming, like we have planed, it may be less so. But untill then, I will be all like, "Ahhhh!!!" and such.
That was a rreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaally lame sentence.
(When I went to type "lame" just then I accidentaly typed "ramen" without looking. Mmm... Ramen...)
Anyway. So Mandi is probably going to become one of our happy little group. ^___^ It makes me glad.
We're hopefully gonna hang out on Friday or Saturday night, maybe go see a movie or something. ^.^ w00t!
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Yesterday my dad positively screamed at me in the car because he *Gasp* had to wait a whole hour for me at Medicine Horse which he didn't have to "Piss away". I was sobbing. It was not cool in the slightest. I was at a volonteer thing that ended at three and he thought he was supposed to get me at three instead of four which was when the therapy ended. He said I should have called. I DIDN'T KNOW HE THOUGHT THAT HE WAS SUPPOSED TO COME GET ME AT THREE!!! How was I supposed to know to call him!? I kept saying it was a mistake and he wouldn't stop yelling. HE said that it wan't a mistake, it was "inconsiderate". I said how could it be incosiderate if I DIDN'T KNOW? When we were just leaving I almost got out of the car and walked over to Mandi and asked for a ride home. My hand was on the seat-belt. When we got home I went up to mom and cried and told her everything and how he was so loud it hurt my ears. I continued crying and talking for a while and then Dad came in and said, "I wasn't yelling loud."
THAT was inconsiderate. He was listening. How could he DO that!?!?!?!? It made me so upset. SO upset. It just added on to the sobbing. I couldn't stop. At one point he had said, while I was sobbing in the car, "Why are you so emotional lately!?" I said, "I'm having some issues and...UHG! Why am I telling you this!?" "So you're having issues and taking it out on the whole family!" He said that like I was like my brother. I am NOT my brother!!!

~Caro
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Anonymous

06-13-04 11:55pm

-hug- I'm sorry babe.

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H2OforDuo

Re:, 06-14-04 11:43am

*Hug*

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 06-14-04 3:12pm

I have firecrackers... and a boyfriend. Scary. I'm afraid one is too much like the other.

Feel better.

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H2OforDuo

Re: Re: Re:, 06-14-04 4:25pm

oi...*Hug* I'm gonna call you...

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