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| brandnew26 (profile) wrote, on 6-13-2004 at 11:13pm | |
| Current mood: lonely Music: dashboard confessional - so long so long |
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drove to algonac yesterday alone. watched some fireworks from my car alone. drove back listening to some good songs.    corey and i trying to figure out life CG2988: ah what the fuck do i care im not tryin to impress anyone thescreamoamigo: i used to...but i gave up. thescreamoamigo: doesn't matter anyway. thescreamoamigo: see...you can always get a new girl. thescreamoamigo: i can't. CG2988: doesnt matter tho if u dont want any other girl CG2988: does nothing for me i only want her CG2988: i wish i wasnt so fucking stubborn thescreamoamigo: i still want her too....i hate life. CG2988: if i never do get back together with her im having a new rule no matter wat i break up with the girl after 1 month or sooner thescreamoamigo: it sucks. CG2988: yea but i dont see why what has she ever done for u? CG2988: seems like shes ripped ur heart out twice CG2988: lol who am i to talk CG2988: shes done it to me 4 times thescreamoamigo: should have learned the 1st or 2nd time...like me. CG2988: i know and still wish for a 5th kowing that with each time it only hurts even more thescreamoamigo: we should write a fucking book. CG2988: wat would the title be thescreamoamigo: life sucks...you die...the end CG2988: no how bout wat the fuck happend thescreamoamigo: no. CG2988: ok :'( thescreamoamigo: so long so long CG2988: ? thescreamoamigo: how about that for the title? CG2988: nahhh CG2988: u believe in love? thescreamoamigo: not anymore. CG2988: it depends on how this turns out fer me CG2988: we dont get back otgether i wont believe in love CG2988: its just a stupid human emotion that holds you back anyways it just makes you happy at the moment thescreamoamigo: its a primal emotion CG2988: we're the only ones that have it like no animals love they just hump and have kids and then go fuck some more thescreamoamigo: we grab out for someone to help us be less alone, to help us through things. CG2988: yea ur right thescreamoamigo: correct. someone fucked up along the way of evolution. CG2988: lol CG2988: yea y cant we just be satisfied with sex and no more CG2988: well nvm CG2988: most peopl are lol thescreamoamigo: i don't even care about sex at all. CG2988: either do i thats wat i was saying before your computer got fucked up CG2988: but i think im gonna go back to bein that way cuz its so much easier, won't be happy but i wont get hurt either thescreamoamigo: yeah. thescreamoamigo: but i'll probably be stuck being single for probably most of my natural life. thescreamoamigo: someone told me to wait for the right girl, i told them she doesn't exist. thescreamoamigo: i need sleep or something. CG2988: i cant sleep CG2988: when i do i have nightmares CG2988: pathetic rnt i? lol thescreamoamigo: lol, no. i didn't sleep for like a week. thescreamoamigo: or eat. thescreamoamigo: i lost 15 lbs. CG2988: no food tastes good to me right now thescreamoamigo: pizza. thescreamoamigo: you can't not like pizza. CG2988: no i like pizza just not right now thescreamoamigo: i'll come make you lasagna then. CG2988: don't want lasagna CG2988: if i did id make it myself thescreamoamigo: sadden eric. |
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| Anonymous | 06-14-04 6:30pm who would be so cruel as to break your heart? |