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joslyn_julia (profile) wrote,
on 6-14-2004 at 9:41am
Current mood: Jaded
Music: Marilyn Manson-- Paranoir
Subject: Anorexia
*I fuck you to make the pain go away*

well after crying myself to sleep i awake at 9 to be asked if i would like to work today. as you can tell i am still here so, no.
Anyways the resolve is that i cried acid tears that burnished my memory of last night and although i faintly remember things i will still be your friend because i have few enough people who care as is. however don't try to be touchy because i don't want to feel your warmth or hang out for hours like i had been.

I am Jaded and that is why i can face this so quickly. Oh and the pain won't go away because i am going to turn into a waif.
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liz

06-14-04 1:44pm

ok I know that this is exactly what you dont want to hear. but life goes on. I think that this particular boy has broken many hearts. mine included. in the end it will make you guys better friends. these things usually bring friends closer. but you probably think Im full of shit. I love you anyway and im here if you need me.
Loves Lizzy

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joslyn_julia

Re:, 06-14-04 5:22pm

i think it will be okay with me except the not eating and the other things that i am going to start back up with.

this gives me an excuse to use those bad habits.

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