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playachika (profile) wrote, on 6-14-2004 at 10:41am | |
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ITS ME AND MICHAELS 3 MONTH MARK!!!!!!!! Well after a day of crying, i finally feel as if i can write something more happy. Around 8 o'clock last night, i just was amused by everything and antyhing! it was realy weird, i was in the best mood i was ever in all summer, except screaming at mexicans and throwing eggs at signs with muh buds! Me and Michael have to work alot of things out and i htink we can do it, but then again... he needs to earn my trust back. to get my trust is hard now because so many people break that trust with me. For some reason it feels like my world is slowly falling lately... it seems like when things get tough, it gets tougher. its even summer. maybe all the drama from the last weeks of school is getting to me. i didnt let it and i act like such a tough person, but in all reality, im just a scared little girl who just wants to hide from the facts and live in her dream world. i think i like that.. what i just wrote to describe my life, its the truth. ihate dealign with the truth because well, the truth hurts.... lsat night i had a converstation with kelsey griner. some stupid girl who was trying to bitch me out so i got on my favorite thing now, AIM remix and had my own bitching out at her... here let me show you the WHOLE converstation! its long... lovemesurfer004: where do you get off talking about someones brother who comitted suicide? TasteZLykECherrY: lol fuck off. lovemesurfer004: this is kelsey griner by the way lovemesurfer004: wow that one really hurt lovemesurfer004: and it was real original lovemesurfer004: seriously though? can you please just please explain to me why you think you have the right to talk about someone elses family who died? lovemesurfer004: oh maybe you just dont care.......maybe thats just it TasteZLykECherrY: lol i didnt talk about it, she wants me to change my damn life for her, she can kiss my fucking ass:-):-):-) TasteZLykECherrY: lol i dont! lovemesurfer004: why do you think its soo damn funny? TasteZLykECherrY: lol cause i dont give a damn what people think of me anymore! lovemesurfer004: change your life........its a word on your profile! lovemesurfer004: im sorry if thats your life TasteZLykECherrY: i love my life:-) TasteZLykECherrY: i have fun with it TasteZLykECherrY: yah gotta problem?! TO FUCKING BAD! lovemesurfer004: im sorry if you changing a word changes your life lovemesurfer004: i do have problem TasteZLykECherrY: lol good talk to someone else lovemesurfer004: no i will talk to you, you;re the one who creates all the drama! TasteZLykECherrY: her brother killed himself, i really dont care! thats none of my business TasteZLykECherrY: oh shut the fuck up TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: then dont talk about him to her! TasteZLykECherrY: i didn TasteZLykECherrY: she brought him up lovemesurfer004: you did! TasteZLykECherrY: nope sorry lovemesurfer004: nooooooooooyoudid TasteZLykECherrY: lol TasteZLykECherrY: ok TasteZLykECherrY: please tell me how i brought him up lovemesurfer004: its on the internetfor everyone to see TasteZLykECherrY: whats it say? TasteZLykECherrY: JESSICAS WRIGHTS BORTHER KILLED HIMSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TasteZLykECherrY: JESSICA WRIGHTS BROTHER KILLED HIMSELF TasteZLykECherrY: LIKE THAT? TasteZLykECherrY: lol TasteZLykECherrY: ill do it lovemesurfer004: youre going to rot in hell and i hope i see every minute of it TasteZLykECherrY: cause i dont give a damn TasteZLykECherrY: lol:-) lovemesurfer004: and you call yourself a christian TasteZLykECherrY: yep i do! TasteZLykECherrY: ima christian and damn proud of it TasteZLykECherrY: god forgives my sins lovemesurfer004: haha then you might want to check up on that TasteZLykECherrY: so i dont dwell on the past anymore TasteZLykECherrY: i leave that to you guys TasteZLykECherrY: :-):-):-):-) lovemesurfer004: then your the stupidest person ive ever met TasteZLykECherrY: yessss ma'am TasteZLykECherrY: i am:-) lovemesurfer004: im not "dwelling on the past" im asking you where yo ucome off making fun of someone TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!! now im making fun of it! TasteZLykECherrY: lol yeah i am now TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: relaly its notttt worth talking to you - youre an IDIOT TasteZLykECherrY: yes i am lovemesurfer004: have fun with your messed up life TasteZLykECherrY: i am an idiot! TasteZLykECherrY: i will have fun with my messed up life lovemesurfer004: really congrats TasteZLykECherrY: becaue i dont give a shit! TasteZLykECherrY: :-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-) lovemesurfer004: wow youre so cool TasteZLykECherrY: i hope u have had a joy talking to me and making me a part of your thoughts:-D TasteZLykECherrY: i appreciate it TasteZLykECherrY: I LOVE YOU! TasteZLykECherrY: BYE! lovemesurfer004: haha your really funny if you think i was thinking of you - i was thinking of jess when i did this. i didnt do this for you bitch i did it for jess and rikki TasteZLykECherrY: well cool TasteZLykECherrY: im glad TasteZLykECherrY: adios amigo! lovemesurfer004: amigo wow wrong TasteZLykECherrY: hmmm TasteZLykECherrY: oh yeah TasteZLykECherrY: amiga! TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: um nope TasteZLykECherrY: i dont kno what the world would be TasteZLykECherrY: chica! lovemesurfer004: how about i hate you try that one TasteZLykECherrY: muchacha! lovemesurfer004: can you say that in spanish bitch? TasteZLykECherrY: oh but i love you:-) TasteZLykECherrY: lol lemme fina translattor so i can lovemesurfer004: im so glad that you doooo lovemesurfer004: alright lovemesurfer004: go waste your time TasteZLykECherrY: lol you wasted your time im'in me TasteZLykECherrY: TasteZLykECherrY: how do u say i hate u in spanish cubanodelbejuco: te odio lovemesurfer004: no i didnt TasteZLykECherrY: thats i hate u in spanish1 TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: alright well te odio! TasteZLykECherrY: :-) TasteZLykECherrY: gracias TasteZLykECherrY: yo quiero tu! lovemesurfer004: \and its yo lo odio for your information TasteZLykECherrY: lol TasteZLykECherrY: i got that fromma spanish guy TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: did yo ufuck him too? TasteZLykECherrY: yep TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: i got it from a translator TasteZLykECherrY: all the time! lovemesurfer004: lol im real glad yo uthink its funny TasteZLykECherrY: me 2 TasteZLykECherrY: im havin a good time lovemesurfer004: awesome lovemesurfer004: ride him hard bitch TasteZLykECherrY: hehe ill ride michael hard just for u:-):-):-):-) lovemesurfer004: go get him killer? TasteZLykECherrY: and scream.... kelsey kelsey! lovemesurfer004: alright lovemesurfer004: you do that TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: oh its funnnny lemme tell you TasteZLykECherrY: it is to me TasteZLykECherrY: lol TasteZLykECherrY: maybe not to you because you are oh so pissed off TasteZLykECherrY: but me on the other hand am having a shitload of fun this summer TasteZLykECherrY: you guys just cant stop talkin about me can yah? lovemesurfer004: im not pissed off i think its really funny what a dumb ass you are to make fun of people you dont know TasteZLykECherrY: nope i dont kno her TasteZLykECherrY: i dont wanna kno her TasteZLykECherrY: i dont give a shit about her or her dead brother TasteZLykECherrY: for all i care they can both kill themselves... oh wait! one already did;-);-) lovemesurfer004: GET THIS RIGHT - WE DONT TALK ABOUT YOU! WE TALK ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU TALK ABOUT. lovemesurfer004: lauren just fuck you you need to rot in hell lovemesurfer004: and i hope rikkis there to watch you TasteZLykECherrY: with her dead brother!!!!!!!!!! TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!! lovemesurfer004: hah oh wait hes not going to hell TasteZLykECherrY: he killed himself lovemesurfer004: and TasteZLykECherrY: and you call yourself a christian lovemesurfer004: youve tried TasteZLykECherrY: tisk tisk TasteZLykECherrY: yes ma'am i have lovemesurfer004: i am a christian im not the one who killed myself TasteZLykECherrY: im livin im breathin lovemesurfer004: but yo utried lovemesurfer004: so youre the same TasteZLykECherrY: im here to make anyone who doesnt like me .... uhhh... lol i dont kno lovemesurfer004: but hes better because he wasnt a whore! TasteZLykECherrY: nope i go to church im forgiven:-):-) TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i am TasteZLykECherrY: get over it lovemesurfer004: god doesnt forgive you for all your sins lovemesurfer004: rikki went to church too! TasteZLykECherrY: lol cool TasteZLykECherrY: hes also dead TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: and TasteZLykECherrY: kno what? TasteZLykECherrY: this is between me and this rikki guy TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: what lauren lovemesurfer004: no its not TasteZLykECherrY: it isnt? lovemesurfer004: when you talk aboutmy friend its between me to TasteZLykECherrY: oooooohlol since when did u get involced TasteZLykECherrY: lol hes dead lovemesurfer004: since jessica is my friend TasteZLykECherrY: i will gladly talk abotu someone i dont kno:-):-) lovemesurfer004: and i like my friends and i AM NICE TO THEM lovemesurfer004: then you are stupid lovemesurfer004: and boring TasteZLykECherrY: i am stupid lovemesurfer004: mhmm TasteZLykECherrY: and im boring... cept in bed lovemesurfer004: and your point lovemesurfer004: wow so your just not good at all lovemesurfer004: i hope youre good TasteZLykECherrY: lol! TasteZLykECherrY: i dunno TasteZLykECherrY: ask all of fort myers lol im such a whore remember lovemesurfer004: dunno what everything TasteZLykECherrY: so obviously alot of people have done it with me! lovemesurfer004: you sure are TasteZLykECherrY: ask um if im good then TasteZLykECherrY: say hey! lovemesurfer004: i guess so TasteZLykECherrY: did yah fuck lauren smith?! lovemesurfer004: where is this coming from ? TasteZLykECherrY: lol i dont kno TasteZLykECherrY: the top of my head TasteZLykECherrY: whatever letter hit the keyboard first TasteZLykECherrY: ooooo i love the way you love me!!!!!11 lovemesurfer004: oh thats cool.....rot in hell TasteZLykECherrY: thats ina country song! lovemesurfer004: umm wrong im must be.......... TasteZLykECherrY: so is.. that red dirt road... lovemesurfer004: te lo odio bitch lovemesurfer004: what TasteZLykECherrY: you too:-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-) TasteZLykECherrY: wait TasteZLykECherrY: quiero tu! TasteZLykECherrY: lol TasteZLykECherrY: i changed my mind lovemesurfer004: oh then come and get me bitch TasteZLykECherrY: i love you i hate you i just can get around you TasteZLykECherrY: nahh thats alrighty lovemesurfer004: cant get around me? lovemesurfer004: are you saying im fat? TasteZLykECherrY: yes! lol TasteZLykECherrY: huge TasteZLykECherrY: disgustingly huge TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: yep im totally enormous lovemesurfer004: speel that one TasteZLykECherrY: yup me 2 TasteZLykECherrY: lol TasteZLykECherrY: ima cow! TasteZLykECherrY: MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lovemesurfer004: oh and i dont have 30 pounds form a baby either sosry im not you~! TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!!!! lovemesurfer004: hay i got a new screenname - abortionqueen! TasteZLykECherrY: i hada baby?! TasteZLykECherrY: cool! TasteZLykECherrY: lol yup im the queen of abortions too lovemesurfer004: thats what the screen name means TasteZLykECherrY: lol really?! i never woulda guessed lovemesurfer004: well you obviously didnt understand TasteZLykECherrY: woooo i hada baby! TasteZLykECherrY: lol lovemesurfer004: woo i am having too much fun with your dumnb ass i never though people are this stupid guess i foundo ne TasteZLykECherrY: whats its name!!!!!!!!!1 TasteZLykECherrY: boy or girl! ? lovemesurfer004: oh getting your big bad asss boyfriend oooo lovemesurfer004: goodbye TasteZLykECherrY: lol TasteZLykECherrY: no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont leave me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im scared of the dark!!!!!!!!!1 TasteZLykECherrY: TasteZLykECherrY: this convo is hilarious! GEXPOSFAN13: that kelsey griner? TasteZLykECherrY: yeah! TasteZLykECherrY: lol GEXPOSFAN13: im iming her TasteZLykECherrY: lol@ TasteZLykECherrY: kung foo fightin! TasteZLykECherrY: lol~ TasteZLykECherrY: thats what yer icon reminds me of lovemesurfer004: ? lovemesurfer004: you lovemesurfer004: oh wait your not hot TasteZLykECherrY: kung foo fightin? TasteZLykECherrY: no im not lovemesurfer004: oh wow your intelligent TasteZLykECherrY: IM ON FIRE! TasteZLykECherrY: IMA FUCKING ROCKET SCIENTIST! TasteZLykECherrY: lalalfallalalalalalalal TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la lala la la TasteZLykECherrY: deck the halls with bells of holly! TasteZLykECherrY: tis the season to be jolly TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la la la la la TasteZLykECherrY: follow me in merry measure TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la la la la la la lovemesurfer004: wow you are so lame TasteZLykECherrY: troll the ancicent yoll tide treasure TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la lala la LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Previous message was not received by lovemesurfer004 because of error: User lovemesurfer004 is not available. See how pathetic people can be? yes i kno i was not mature in that but damn! people need to learn to mind their own FUCKINGBUSINESS! haha i guess its a good thign that this is passworded or people would bring this to school 2 months from now! lol... for the record, i never said anything about jessicas brother committing suicide. she did because of the the suciide thing in my profile, she wanted me to change it because HER brother committed suicide. well sorry hunnie, but the thing in my proifle is telling people not to... and to think about the consequences... yeah i kno im a hypocrit, but i want others who maybe arent to read what i wrote in it.. well i think im done rambling on, i need to find something to do today! im bored as hell... onf riday me and courtni are prolly gunna do stuff because her bday is on thursday! who knows we oculd get trashed! lol.. that would be so much fun1 i really need a day to just get out and have a shitload of fun and not care what happens! thank you guys so much for the comments yestryday. they really meant alot to me... you really have no idea. its a nice feeling when you know you have people that care for you! its actually, the best feeling in the world! I love you guys Always Lauren When Happiness Is Based On Lies, It's So Hard To Tell The Truth... |
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Anonymous | 06-15-04 12:06am Wow wut an interesting convo. By the way, that translator thing was wrong because its "te odio" that means i hate u "lo odio" means i hate it
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playachika | Re:, 06-15-04 3:54pm lol!! i kno its fuckin hilaroious!!!! |
Anonymous | 06-15-04 10:26pm she's wrong, you're right |