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playachika (profile) wrote,
on 6-14-2004 at 10:41am
Current mood: amused
Music: behind blue eyes
ITS ME AND MICHAELS 3 MONTH MARK!!!!!!!!

Well after a day of crying, i finally feel as if i can write something more happy. Around 8 o'clock last night, i just was amused by everything and antyhing! it was realy weird, i was in the best mood i was ever in all summer, except screaming at mexicans and throwing eggs at signs with muh buds!
Me and Michael have to work alot of things out and i htink we can do it, but then again... he needs to earn my trust back. to get my trust is hard now because so many people break that trust with me. For some reason it feels like my world is slowly falling lately... it seems like when things get tough, it gets tougher. its even summer. maybe all the drama from the last weeks of school is getting to me. i didnt let it and i act like such a tough person, but in all reality, im just a scared little girl who just wants to hide from the facts and live in her dream world.
i think i like that.. what i just wrote to describe my life, its the truth. ihate dealign with the truth because well, the truth hurts.... lsat night i had a converstation with kelsey griner. some stupid girl who was trying to bitch me out so i got on my favorite thing now, AIM remix and had my own bitching out at her...
here let me show you the WHOLE converstation! its long...

lovemesurfer004: where do you get off talking about someones brother who comitted suicide?
TasteZLykECherrY: lol fuck off.
lovemesurfer004: this is kelsey griner by the way
lovemesurfer004: wow that one really hurt
lovemesurfer004: and it was real original
lovemesurfer004: seriously though? can you please just please explain to me why you think you have the right to talk about someone elses family who died?
lovemesurfer004: oh maybe you just dont care.......maybe thats just it
TasteZLykECherrY: lol i didnt talk about it, she wants me to change my damn life for her, she can kiss my fucking ass:-):-):-)
TasteZLykECherrY: lol i dont!
lovemesurfer004: why do you think its soo damn funny?
TasteZLykECherrY: lol cause i dont give a damn what people think of me anymore!
lovemesurfer004: change your life........its a word on your profile!
lovemesurfer004: im sorry if thats your life
TasteZLykECherrY: i love my life:-)
TasteZLykECherrY: i have fun with it
TasteZLykECherrY: yah gotta problem?! TO FUCKING BAD!
lovemesurfer004: im sorry if you changing a word changes your life
lovemesurfer004: i do have problem
TasteZLykECherrY: lol good talk to someone else
lovemesurfer004: no i will talk to you, you;re the one who creates all the drama!
TasteZLykECherrY: her brother killed himself, i really dont care! thats none of my business
TasteZLykECherrY: oh shut the fuck up
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: then dont talk about him to her!
TasteZLykECherrY: i didn
TasteZLykECherrY: she brought him up
lovemesurfer004: you did!
TasteZLykECherrY: nope sorry
lovemesurfer004: nooooooooooyoudid
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
TasteZLykECherrY: ok
TasteZLykECherrY: please tell me how i brought him up
lovemesurfer004: its on the internetfor everyone to see
TasteZLykECherrY: whats it say?
TasteZLykECherrY: JESSICAS WRIGHTS BORTHER KILLED HIMSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TasteZLykECherrY: JESSICA WRIGHTS BROTHER KILLED HIMSELF
TasteZLykECherrY: LIKE THAT?
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
TasteZLykECherrY: ill do it
lovemesurfer004: youre going to rot in hell and i hope i see every minute of it
TasteZLykECherrY: cause i dont give a damn
TasteZLykECherrY: lol:-)
lovemesurfer004: and you call yourself a christian
TasteZLykECherrY: yep i do!
TasteZLykECherrY: ima christian and damn proud of it
TasteZLykECherrY: god forgives my sins
lovemesurfer004: haha then you might want to check up on that
TasteZLykECherrY: so i dont dwell on the past anymore
TasteZLykECherrY: i leave that to you guys
TasteZLykECherrY: :-):-):-):-)
lovemesurfer004: then your the stupidest person ive ever met
TasteZLykECherrY: yessss ma'am
TasteZLykECherrY: i am:-)
lovemesurfer004: im not "dwelling on the past" im asking you where yo ucome off making fun of someone
TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!! now im making fun of it!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol yeah i am now
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: relaly its notttt worth talking to you - youre an
IDIOT
TasteZLykECherrY: yes i am
lovemesurfer004: have fun with your messed up life
TasteZLykECherrY: i am an idiot!
TasteZLykECherrY: i will have fun with my messed up life
lovemesurfer004: really congrats
TasteZLykECherrY: becaue i dont give a shit!
TasteZLykECherrY: :-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-)
lovemesurfer004: wow youre so cool
TasteZLykECherrY: i hope u have had a joy talking to me and making me a part of your thoughts:-D
TasteZLykECherrY: i appreciate it
TasteZLykECherrY: I LOVE YOU!
TasteZLykECherrY: BYE!
lovemesurfer004: haha your really funny if you think i was thinking of you - i was thinking of jess when i did this. i didnt do this for you bitch i did it for jess and rikki
TasteZLykECherrY: well cool
TasteZLykECherrY: im glad
TasteZLykECherrY: adios amigo!
lovemesurfer004: amigo wow wrong
TasteZLykECherrY: hmmm
TasteZLykECherrY: oh yeah
TasteZLykECherrY: amiga!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: um nope
TasteZLykECherrY: i dont kno what the world would be
TasteZLykECherrY: chica!
lovemesurfer004: how about i hate you try that one
TasteZLykECherrY: muchacha!
lovemesurfer004: can you say that in spanish bitch?
TasteZLykECherrY: oh but i love you:-)
TasteZLykECherrY: lol lemme fina translattor so i can
lovemesurfer004: im so glad that you doooo
lovemesurfer004: alright
lovemesurfer004: go waste your time
TasteZLykECherrY: lol you wasted your time im'in me
TasteZLykECherrY: TasteZLykECherrY: how do u say i hate u in spanish
cubanodelbejuco: te odio
lovemesurfer004: no i didnt
TasteZLykECherrY: thats i hate u in spanish1
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: alright well te odio!
TasteZLykECherrY: :-)
TasteZLykECherrY: gracias
TasteZLykECherrY: yo quiero tu!
lovemesurfer004: \and its yo lo odio for your information
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
TasteZLykECherrY: i got that fromma spanish guy
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: did yo ufuck him too?
TasteZLykECherrY: yep
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: i got it from a translator
TasteZLykECherrY: all the time!
lovemesurfer004: lol im real glad yo uthink its funny
TasteZLykECherrY: me 2
TasteZLykECherrY: im havin a good time
lovemesurfer004: awesome
lovemesurfer004: ride him hard bitch
TasteZLykECherrY: hehe ill ride michael hard just for u:-):-):-):-)
lovemesurfer004: go get him killer?
TasteZLykECherrY: and scream.... kelsey kelsey!
lovemesurfer004: alright
lovemesurfer004: you do that
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: oh its funnnny lemme tell you
TasteZLykECherrY: it is to me
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
TasteZLykECherrY: maybe not to you because you are oh so pissed off
TasteZLykECherrY: but me on the other hand am having a shitload of fun this summer
TasteZLykECherrY: you guys just cant stop talkin about me can yah?
lovemesurfer004: im not pissed off i think its really funny what a dumb ass you are to make fun of people you dont know
TasteZLykECherrY: nope i dont kno her
TasteZLykECherrY: i dont wanna kno her
TasteZLykECherrY: i dont give a shit about her or her dead brother
TasteZLykECherrY: for all i care they can both kill themselves... oh wait! one already did;-);-)
lovemesurfer004: GET THIS RIGHT - WE DONT TALK ABOUT YOU! WE TALK ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU TALK ABOUT.
lovemesurfer004: lauren just fuck you you need to rot in hell
lovemesurfer004: and i hope rikkis there to watch you
TasteZLykECherrY: with her dead brother!!!!!!!!!!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!!
lovemesurfer004: hah oh wait hes not going to hell
TasteZLykECherrY: he killed himself
lovemesurfer004: and
TasteZLykECherrY: and you call yourself a christian
lovemesurfer004: youve tried
TasteZLykECherrY: tisk tisk
TasteZLykECherrY: yes ma'am i have
lovemesurfer004: i am a christian im not the one who killed myself
TasteZLykECherrY: im livin im breathin
lovemesurfer004: but yo utried
lovemesurfer004: so youre the same
TasteZLykECherrY: im here to make anyone who doesnt like me .... uhhh... lol i dont kno
lovemesurfer004: but hes better because he wasnt a whore!
TasteZLykECherrY: nope i go to church im forgiven:-):-)
TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i am
TasteZLykECherrY: get over it
lovemesurfer004: god doesnt forgive you for all your sins
lovemesurfer004: rikki went to church too!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol cool
TasteZLykECherrY: hes also dead
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: and
TasteZLykECherrY: kno what?
TasteZLykECherrY: this is between me and this rikki guy
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: what lauren
lovemesurfer004: no its not
TasteZLykECherrY: it isnt?
lovemesurfer004: when you talk aboutmy friend its between me to
TasteZLykECherrY: oooooohlol since when did u get involced
TasteZLykECherrY: lol hes dead
lovemesurfer004: since jessica is my friend
TasteZLykECherrY: i will gladly talk abotu someone i dont kno:-):-)
lovemesurfer004: and i like my friends and i AM NICE TO THEM
lovemesurfer004: then you are stupid
lovemesurfer004: and boring
TasteZLykECherrY: i am stupid
lovemesurfer004: mhmm
TasteZLykECherrY: and im boring... cept in bed
lovemesurfer004: and your point
lovemesurfer004: wow so your just not good at all
lovemesurfer004: i hope youre good
TasteZLykECherrY: lol!
TasteZLykECherrY: i dunno
TasteZLykECherrY: ask all of fort myers lol im such a whore remember
lovemesurfer004: dunno what everything
TasteZLykECherrY: so obviously alot of people have done it with me!
lovemesurfer004: you sure are
TasteZLykECherrY: ask um if im good then
TasteZLykECherrY: say hey!
lovemesurfer004: i guess so
TasteZLykECherrY: did yah fuck lauren smith?!
lovemesurfer004: where is this coming from ?
TasteZLykECherrY: lol i dont kno
TasteZLykECherrY: the top of my head
TasteZLykECherrY: whatever letter hit the keyboard first
TasteZLykECherrY: ooooo i love the way you love me!!!!!11
lovemesurfer004: oh thats cool.....rot in hell
TasteZLykECherrY: thats ina country song!
lovemesurfer004: umm wrong im must be..........
TasteZLykECherrY: so is.. that red dirt road...
lovemesurfer004: te lo odio bitch
lovemesurfer004: what
TasteZLykECherrY: you too:-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-)
TasteZLykECherrY: wait
TasteZLykECherrY: quiero tu!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
TasteZLykECherrY: i changed my mind
lovemesurfer004: oh then come and get me bitch
TasteZLykECherrY: i love you i hate you i just can get around you
TasteZLykECherrY: nahh thats alrighty
lovemesurfer004: cant get around me?
lovemesurfer004: are you saying im fat?
TasteZLykECherrY: yes! lol
TasteZLykECherrY: huge
TasteZLykECherrY: disgustingly huge
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: yep im totally enormous
lovemesurfer004: speel that one
TasteZLykECherrY: yup me 2
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
TasteZLykECherrY: ima cow!
TasteZLykECherrY: MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
lovemesurfer004: oh and i dont have 30 pounds form a baby either sosry im not you~!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol!!!!!!!!!!
lovemesurfer004: hay i got a new screenname - abortionqueen!
TasteZLykECherrY: i hada baby?!
TasteZLykECherrY: cool!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol yup im the queen of abortions too
lovemesurfer004: thats what the screen name means
TasteZLykECherrY: lol really?! i never woulda guessed
lovemesurfer004: well you obviously didnt understand
TasteZLykECherrY: woooo i hada baby!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
lovemesurfer004: woo i am having too much fun with your dumnb ass i never though people are this stupid guess i foundo ne
TasteZLykECherrY: whats its name!!!!!!!!!1
TasteZLykECherrY: boy or girl!
?
lovemesurfer004: oh getting your big bad asss boyfriend oooo
lovemesurfer004: goodbye
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
TasteZLykECherrY: no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont leave me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im scared of the dark!!!!!!!!!1
TasteZLykECherrY: TasteZLykECherrY: this convo is hilarious!
GEXPOSFAN13: that kelsey griner?
TasteZLykECherrY: yeah!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol
GEXPOSFAN13: im iming her
TasteZLykECherrY: lol@
TasteZLykECherrY: kung foo fightin!
TasteZLykECherrY: lol~
TasteZLykECherrY: thats what yer icon reminds me of
lovemesurfer004: ?
lovemesurfer004: you
lovemesurfer004: oh wait your not hot
TasteZLykECherrY: kung foo fightin?
TasteZLykECherrY: no im not
lovemesurfer004: oh wow your intelligent
TasteZLykECherrY: IM ON FIRE!
TasteZLykECherrY: IMA FUCKING ROCKET SCIENTIST!
TasteZLykECherrY: lalalfallalalalalalalal
TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la lala la la
TasteZLykECherrY: deck the halls with bells of holly!
TasteZLykECherrY: tis the season to be jolly
TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la la la la la
TasteZLykECherrY: follow me in merry measure
TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la la la la la la
lovemesurfer004: wow you are so lame
TasteZLykECherrY: troll the ancicent yoll tide treasure
TasteZLykECherrY: fa la la la la lala la LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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See how pathetic people can be? yes i kno i was not mature in that but damn! people need to learn to mind their own FUCKINGBUSINESS! haha i guess its a good thign that this is passworded or people would bring this to school 2 months from now! lol... for the record, i never said anything about jessicas brother committing suicide. she did because of the the suciide thing in my profile, she wanted me to change it because HER brother committed suicide. well sorry hunnie, but the thing in my proifle is telling people not to... and to think about the consequences... yeah i kno im a hypocrit, but i want others who maybe arent to read what i wrote in it..
well i think im done rambling on, i need to find something to do today! im bored as hell... onf riday me and courtni are prolly gunna do stuff because her bday is on thursday! who knows we oculd get trashed! lol.. that would be so much fun1 i really need a day to just get out and have a shitload of fun and not care what happens!

thank you guys so much for the comments yestryday. they really meant alot to me... you really have no idea. its a nice feeling when you know you have people that care for you! its actually, the best feeling in the world!
I love you guys
Always
Lauren

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Anonymous

06-15-04 12:06am

Wow wut an interesting convo. By the way, that translator thing was wrong because its "te odio" that means i hate u "lo odio" means i hate it
and i kno cause im a cool spanish kid : )
Frank

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playachika

Re:, 06-15-04 3:54pm

lol!! i kno its fuckin hilaroious!!!!

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Anonymous

06-15-04 10:26pm

she's wrong, you're right

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