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| andi (profile) wrote, on 6-14-2004 at 5:22pm | |
| Current mood: Annoyed and Angry Music: 3 days Grace: I hate everything about you Subject: Learning some new things |
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| I've come to relization just about a minute ago about something new about myself. i have always known about it u know, but I kinda dennied it even though I know deep down it was true. Its kinda like being gay and just dennieing it and keeping it locked in the closet (no offense to gay people). well the thing I realized is that my general mood is controlled by my "love life". I mean its sad, i know it is. i shouldn't let it control me like that. If you know me you know that I am a stubborn and strong person, but at this one thing I am not. I hate it soooo much. This one thing that I let it control really tears me up sometimes. If things are goin bad w/ me and my guy at the time then I'm angry and maybe depressed, depending on how bad it is. I may not show it, but i feel it. I don't show my feelings if i'm depressed or w/evas b/c if i'm around happy ppl like Anne I don't want to bring them down or have their good times be ruined on the count of me. If my relationship is great then damn i'm a very happy person and a really great thing to be around. lol. It totally sucks a bunchies though. (sigh) I guess i just have to learn over time on how to concour (sp?) this "love life" of mine that controls me. []AndI[] |
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yellowchicki | 06-16-04 2:14pm Why whats going on with you and Alan?? |
andi | Re:, 06-16-04 10:27pm He's being an ass. a big jackass that has PMS... |