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silentcriez (profile) wrote,
on 6-18-2004 at 7:20pm


i live my life in a blur, like a picture that you take too soon. im going to fast... caught up in the blinding flash.

the pictures always lie. the smile on my face is fake, a mask upon paper. written like a spell to fool all the truth.

i am unhappy and lonely.

they dont understand. they dont see. mayb they dont wish to. mayb i dont matter.

i want them to be happy. i dont care if im happy.

i want to look in the mirror and to have hallow eyes stare past me. i want my tears to run down my cheek and evaporate into great nothing, much like my self worth.

people brush past me in this endless crowd. a sea of nameless people. lives crossing paths for mayb only this moment, but then they are forgotten, lost in their own lives.

more important than anothers.

am i not important?

i stare at you, hoping i will see a glimps into your soul. get a hint at what your mind speaks that your mouth holds back.

i get nothing.

why?

let me kno whta you are thinking. i beg of you.

--jus4fun06
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Anonymous

MwAh, 06-18-04 10:49pm

aw <3
manda i love you so much, i just wanted to let you no cuz i really really do, and no matter how much trouble we get in together, we still get in trouble again haha well there will be more times, i hope ur not grounded that long =(..well i love you so much and i always will no matter what
<3 meg

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