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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 6-19-2004 at 2:58pm | |
| Current mood: numb Music: if it were up to me - rooney Subject: x if it were up to me.. he would be mine x |
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dear amanda: i just wanted to tell you how very beautiful and incredibly mature you looked when i saw you last week. Even though your writing had expressed a real maturity, and a pronounced verbal growth, it was not until I actually saw you that the dramatic change became so apparent. You were taller, your hair was longer, but beyond height and normal physical growth, your eyes bestowed an air of young adulthood that was not present before. I also believe that a lot of growth has been attributed to this past year, and alot of the sadness and loss that you have suffered. I know that I told you how very sorry I was to have hurt you so and that not coming forward was the gravest of errors on my part, but I also hope that you remember how much I told youthat I loved you. How proud I am of your courage during academic trials. How much you have learned and your growing desire to give. Your commitment to friends and those around you. And your courage to work out problems that you are facing. Going back to your friends when they have betrayed you. Returning to the classroom where a low grade may have thwarted you. Taking a new route when teh old path or idea is no longer useful. Just your dedication to return to woodtrail and help young minds to enjoy their summer is a reflection of all that you give; and all that you love. I know that your very own personality is at work hre; your own heart. But I can't help believe that I may. perhaps, have helped to instill in you a love of animals and children, and to have nourished your heart, long before I broke it. I know that you will have good times and bad all along in your growing up years; as we all have. But I believe that you now possess the courage and the fortitude to make it back. To pick up your feet and walk the remaining steps up teh stairs of life. I think that you are an incredible writer and that is why I have asked your teacher to consider letting you remain in Honors English next year. I know that Dad will meet with her. If not, next year you can maintain an A- grade for the first term and then be moved automatically back to the Honors. So I hope that your finals went well and that you are thinking about the summer and rest to come. Remember, I would love to have you fly here and stay for a few weeks, with or without a friend. My heart and my door are always open. I will always love you... <3 Mom ------------------- her letters never fail to make me cry.. |
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| Anonymous | 06-19-04 3:09pm amanda baby i love you so much!! and shes right, you are beautiful! im always here for you
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whispers-to-a-scream | 06-19-04 4:36pm are they tears of joy, or sadness?
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krazykelc1 | 06-19-04 10:47pm I love you amanda. |
loserxdork | 06-20-04 10:00am :-/ i saw you on megans (whisper-to-a-screams) journal and i just wanted to say hello and add me? |
xonixieox | 06-20-04 6:31pm manda i love you so much! its ok to cry when your mother sends letters! just let it all out... she is trying to show her love for you... because everyone loves you becasue you are THE amanda maltz! the sweetest person EVER! i love you babe!
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| Anonymous | 06-21-04 4:10pm Love you Manda.
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