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| AnnaLeBelle (profile) wrote, on 6-21-2004 at 3:19am | |
| Current mood: tired Music: The Brak Show, even though it's not music.. Subject: Er, yea. |
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| Dear Readers, Well, today was father's day today! And no matter how much I hated to do it, my mom made me call my father. But at least Sam was on the phone with me, I didn't feel quite as awkward, though I did still feel really awkward. And he wasn't there the first time. Despite how he probably had a stroke and can't move his left leg, he is still going to work at LOWES standing up behind a counter all day! Like that's going to fricken help. My grandma made me feel guilty as hell yesterday, too, when she called yesterday. "Oh, he's not angry, just devastated." And he was trying to make Sam feel guilty which kind of pissed me off, but the conversation went better than I expected. He kept sighing and trying to sound pathetic, which he did.. but it didn't really help in making me feel guilty. Yea, well.. Him: "Why're you going to church anyways? You told me you didn't believe in God." Me: "Well, mom wanted me to make a few friends before school starts.." Him: "That's not set in stone yet." He has something planned. Whether it's quitting his job to dodge child support and living with his mother, or whatever. This whole thing is kind of pissing me off.. I haven't told everyone that yet, so you're the only ones to know. I'm so torn because I don't want to move, but I do. God, what do I do? Look at your face, scarred in dismay.. LDC |
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| Anonymous | 06-21-04 9:08pm Oh Alexa I'm sorry, but you should move it's what you want. Don't listen to your dads pathetic plees, he has always been a jerk and will always be one no matter how pitiful he sounds.
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