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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 6-22-2004 at 11:54am | |
i think to be in love it is to feel the best feeling in the world to knwo that someone is always watchign over your shoulder making sure your alright its the balance of security and happiness..love is about taking risks.. its about being willing to lose everything you had for one night of bliss.. for one night where emotions took ccontrol and you could never back down... i think that love is like a roller coaster.. you have to be able to deal with the slight bumps you face along the way in your teenage years with little petty relationships because it is getting you ready for the giant drop off when your older.. its like spinning and spinning and spinning helplessly in a feild of flowers and falling back without having to question that someone is there to catch you. someone more inthralled with making you happy...and you them..someone you think about all day...and all night... i think that love is something that we take all too lightly these days... and men and women toss it around stupidly thinking that love is anywhere related to sex.... love and sex have nothing in common and we have begun to associate love with sex far too often... and people get their hearts broken.. there is a difference between horemones and emotions.. u just have to look beyond what you want into what you really need...i think that love is something you cant search for.. if your searching youll never find it.. love comes as a surprise from where you least expect it to...i think that love does come to those who wait because there are a series of events going on this second on this day in this month planning out how you will meet.. there are reason why we shose certain paths in life.. why we meet certain ppl.. how the web of our life is strung so jaggedly because our life is built up of choices we have made and ppl we have met and through those people we meet new ppl and someday...you meet the right one.. and u shouldnt say oh hes teh right one automatically.. i think u have trials..we learn from our mistakes and never truly understand a person worth until weve lost them... love is not like a rose as they say love does not wilt and die with time.. fore if your "love" wilts and dies it was never truly love at all... merely infatuation...infatuation and wanting cause us so much greif and extra trials...you must be able to understand the difference between a want and a need and infatuation and love wnating somone by your side is for safety or just for the sake of not being a lone but if you need someone... you cant be away from them and constantly seek their presence... i dont know where im going with this im just rambling on and on... but this is what i feel just thought youd like to hear... to your question of why people are afraid of love...well i think its because love is so perminent..or so we make it out to be.. and love finds you in the most unlikely of places at the most unlikely of times... when your willing to risk everything you have for someone...take the chance and dont let them get away... - manda you cannot try to keep love...you cannot try to cage it like wild bird unable to be atmed.. if you catch the wild bird and cage it.. it will not sing for you.. it will not be happy.. your love cannot put restrictions on the other person.. you cannot take a lion out of teh savannah and the miles and miles of free range beauty and put them in a cage... you cannot suffocate your lover..smothering their independance.. if you love someone allow them their space.. if it love you need not try... you need not hold them closer because they should already want to stay near you...leave some bird seed in the the window...and it will come back time to time singing the glorious song of nature...and happiness.. it will come back willingly and thats when you know its true.. because you havent chosen them theyve chosen you despite their freedom despite however many people their are...if youve let them go.. and they still come back you its real.. at least thats what i believe |
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| Anonymous | 06-22-04 1:22pm Amanda Elizabeth, you are the most talented and insanely intelligent writers i have ever met...Everything u said was true
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silentcriez | Re:, 06-22-04 1:27pm i LOVE you bunches and bunches and bunches |
| Anonymous | 06-23-04 11:22am when i first met you, love was nothing but something only elders could find and have. you believed in puppy love and the "so-called" love after sex. i told you i didnt want you to know me. i came out and told you who i really was and why i didnt deserve an (opurtunity) again. we talked breif minutes, that turned to days, days that turned into months, and months that i pray will turn into years. this whole time we have been talking... ive went to bed thinking of you with my last wink. ive tried to run from this. i admit that i tried pushing you away. i wanted so badly not to hurt you in anyway. you cared for me, you talked to me, you made me happy. you also have made me cry. i never wanted to hurt anyone else. i never wanted to love someone. and i never wanted to be happy again. but you kept at it, you pounced on me and never let go. i grew happy with you... i fell in love with who you really are. and as i sit here crying like a bitch... i can only pray that i wont hurt you anymore than i already have. i will never forget you amanda. and i will never stop caring, thinking, and loving... *you*. -Sean G. Hays |
silentcriez | Re:, 06-23-04 12:03pm
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Anonymous | Re: Re:, 06-23-04 4:39pm i love you Amanda... and i always will. im leaving tonight, but ill call you as soon as i get in the door. |