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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 1-20-2003 at 10:54am
Current mood: okay
Music: 'if tonight is the last time i'll see you...'
Subject: I miss you the most when your looking right through me
Im starting to think that i am that one who has been trivializing my life and it comforts me to think that i meant nothing to you. [because then perhaps all of my actions would be justified by the fact that you don't care]Ive always wanted to tell you how i felt all this time but i was afraid that you would laugh or have no reaction at all. but now my chance is gone anyways with these monthes of seperation i have placed between us. To think that something i did made you look at me so bitterly. I don't know why you don't smile anymore but I wish it was because of me. Even though you have probably forgotton my name by now. Its Sarah. Im sorry. maybe i should just leave things the way they are but something tells me that its not best this way.

I guess Ill see what i can do[ if i even deserve to look at you again]
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blueyed

You..Sarah, are what its all about., 01-20-03 11:13am

I feel you man. Love.

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