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goobs827 (profile) wrote,
on 6-25-2004 at 12:18am
Subject: Why Do I Just Want to Cry Right Now?
Maybe it's because a few of the friends I've grown with and experienced with this year are just suddenly--leaving and gone. Like that. Tucked into a world that I feel I may never be able to live up to.

Maybe it's because of something I never thought I'd let myself get upset over.

Maybe it's because I feel like everything I thought I had I really never did.

Maybe it's because I just don't believe in everything I want to accomplish.

Or maybe I'm just being dramatic. Maybe I'm delirious and I need to gather my emotions and figure it out. Yeah, I think I'm okay. I just need to...organize myself.
Or maybe--I do just need to cry. Maybe I am upset and angry and feeling shitty.

Maybe for once I just need to let myself accept the fact that I can't always be happy and pretend that I'm "just being dramatic." And maybe things aren't so easy.

Acceptance.

"My simpleness threatened by my own admission."~No Doubt
^absofrickinlutely
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dmlxoxo

06-25-04 12:11pm

cry.....when the tears leave you, so does some of the built up emotion, and whats left....something that helps you to more easily identify whats wrong. feel better gabs, we all have our downs, i became familiar with one of the worst ones last night, but just remember we're all here and we love u. xoxo- danielle

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awwbaby

06-25-04 3:55pm

feel betta gabi
xoxo

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goobs827

Re:, 06-25-04 6:14pm

thanks girls...love you much.

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