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sandatthebeach (profile) wrote,
on 6-29-2004 at 4:26pm
Current mood: jello-y
Subject: nail polish
I am officially scared of journals. People don't fight in person anymore. Let's post shit about people so they'll read it and respond by writing another entry...it's this endless cycle of talking shit about people.

My mind is very blank right now. I think I've just given up on caring about "things". I had a friend who tried to convince me to try and get a guy. I simply said no. I don't want a boy. I mean...I do....but I don't. I see so much shit happen in relationships and I don't want to go through the same shit. I need to expand my vocabulary...for my birthday i want a thesaurus....so I use an alternative word to "shit".

Yesterday was wierd. I didn't want to see people. At all. I saw people because they came over and I didn't have the heart to say "Go away". I was in a shitty mood from the second I woke up and I knew I wouldn't be "entertaining". And things didn't improve when I was told that the reason that "they" came over was because they stopped by someone else's house learned that she wasn't home. It's not the first time that's happened to me. When this person's not home...they come over here. I really don't care about that...it's just...don't tell me to my face that that's the reason you're over here! It's saying to my face directly "Sandy, you're a second hand friend...we really wouldn't have talked to you if other people in this neighborhood were". It makes me feel wonderful...woo.

But whatever...that's the least of my problems because I have so many. I find that people complain too much...with me on the top of the list. And one thing that I'm trying to keep myself from doing is whine and whine and complain to people who has gone through more shit than I can imagine. I apologize to people after my ranting because I know they have seen more and gone through way worse shit and it's really not fair for them to listen to me complain about my crap when in comparison, it's really nothing.

::Sigh::

I'm back to my anti-social attitude and no, I'm not reading Harry Potter...that's just my attitude. I'm just sick of seeing drama happening and it's just like come on, people, let's grow up! We're not in Jr. High anymore. Yes, we are in highschool and we have to cope with more important and advanced things. Let's not go back to our young selves and act like we don't know any better.

Alright, I'm done. I'll go call Patrice and see what she's up too. But before that...to the potty...I have to go pee (Yes, I love informing people).

Always, Sandy
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Anytngbtordinary

Hi, 06-29-04 5:09pm

Sandy, They've done it to me plenty of times too. They constantly say, "this person wasn’t home...so we came here!" Once they even said they weren’t even going to bother ringing the doorbell and would just play basketball in my driveway because they had gone to four other peoples houses and they weren’t home. Guys like Hul and Q don’t realize that its incredibly dumb to say how many people they tried to hang out with before you...guys figure it doesn’t matter...girls take it as an insult... I guess guys don’t really think that means that the person came to them as a last resort.... that’s usually not the case anyway. I figure if I had answered the door...we would’ve walked over to your house anyway lol.
Second, people don't go through worse shit than you... ok well I suppose some people do…like people who are starving and in Iraq and stuff…but I’m guessing you are talking about people here… we all go through shit...and we all deal with it differently...I deal with shit horribly... We are teenagers...and it appears drama doesn’t end... peoples attitudes make all the difference... People get angry so quickly and say things (Your right...in their journals now) about people that somehow managed to piss them off and the person that was being talked about... if they happen to be in a bad mood as it is... will become hurt and angry and then things turn out terribly...that could happen even if they are in a good mood. And it sounds as though drama doesn’t end...even after college ::Sigh:: I talked to my sister, and she said the drama never seems to end. I suppose it gets better though right? I guess we will be finding out soon enough.

~Jackie


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Re: Hi, 06-30-04 1:14pm

hey its Q- I randomly found my way here through Jorie's journal. Sry if you thought me and Hul used you as a last resort, Sandy. jackie's right, guys really don't think when they say stuff. our bad.

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