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krazykelc1 (profile) wrote,
on 7-3-2004 at 11:36pm
Current mood: pessimistic again..
Music: 97.7
Subject: why don't I feel close with them anymore..


I dunno why but I don't feel as close as I used to be with any of my friends anymore..
I dunno when it started but it's some random feeling..
I've had times when I've been closer with one of them than the rest.. but never a feeling that I wasn't closer to one more than the other.. like I'm not close to any of them. maybe it's because I'm just starting to not understand myself anymore..

ever since the last day of school..and when liz got in trouble, I feel like I'm starting to fall apart. I'm always so pessimistic about everything... like everyones out to get me.

all I ever did all day when Liz was grounded was sit around.. and think of everything thats wrong with me and all my problems.. I have a feeling thats not a good thing. I go out more now but I dunno I don't feel like I'm needed by anyone anymore. I've also gotten really depressed lately everytime I come down from being high, I dunno what it is.. but it's not good. And I can't talk to anyone about it... there's no one there


Happy 4th tomorrow
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silentcriez

07-03-04 11:46pm

im here kelsey always am

dont be afraid to talk to me you asshole lol

and your not drifting its just that stupid trust issue with all our parents... gr why cant they just let us choose things will all get back to normal soon

i love you

<3 Manda

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silentcriez

07-03-04 11:46pm

im here kelsey always am

dont be afraid to talk to me you asshole lol

and your not drifting its just that stupid trust issue with all our parents... gr why cant they just let us choose things will all get back to normal soon

i love you

<3 Manda

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emmyd

heyy, 07-05-04 3:02pm

heyy kelsey...i kno wat ur feeling cuz ever since i ended school i felt as if i had lost every1...and i cant even see you anymore...so i feel worse and worse just knowing that i cant see you and meg :-(
this whole school year i felt as if i was falling away from everyone..and in a way, i have i dont even talk to you guys anymore..i used to talk to katie all the time..but not as much anymore..i barely talk to manda and meg...its really sad and wenever i think about it i always cry...

but wenever u need sum1 to talk to..ill always be here...no matter wat..even tho we mite "drift" im never leaving you..im always here to listen

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krazykelc1

Re: heyy, 07-05-04 4:24pm

thank you emily.. that means alot to me and it makes me feel so much better to talk to you because I know you'll never forget about me.. no matter what. you've never taken our friendship for granted or ever betrayed me or anything.. I can't thank you enough for that and I hope we are able to see eachother again soon... no matter what I am always here to talk.. I'm only a phone call away (even if I'm in the middle of fucking the love of my life) haha that same thing goes for you :-D friends with bags for life....*

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