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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 7-5-2004 at 10:10am
Just as a forewarning, I'm going to be posting a lot of lyrics in the next week. To help allievate some of the pain of the experience, I'll cut 'em out for you, and you can look at them only if you want to:


Fiona Apple - I Know
So be it, I’m your crowbar
If that’s what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I don’t know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time
I’ll know, I’ll know
And you can use my skin
To bury secrets in
And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion,
I will ask no questions
While I do my thing in the background
But all the time, all the time
I’ll know, I’ll know
Baby-I can’t help you out, while she’s still around
So for the time being, I’m being patient
And amidst this bitterness
If you’ll just consider this-even if it don’t make sense
All the time-give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you’ve early closed your curtains,
I’ll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find the lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late, for me to wait
For you to find you love me, and tell me so
It’s ok, don’t need to say it.


That aside, I don't know what else to say. Two times in one "year," talk about starting from scratch. The more time I spend in this state of mind, the more I become cynical, the colder I get, and it's going to be that much harder to get the confidence to start again.

Jason, if you are reading, I can't thank you enough for last night/this morning. Thank you for being a constant in my life. You always know what to say.

It also occurs to me that I've kept my parents in the dark for a long time now. They really need to know what's going on with me, because they deserve that. They need to read all this because, well, they are my frickin' family.

"I can bend and not break, or I can break, and take it with a smile."
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