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| justanotherface (profile) wrote, on 7-5-2004 at 7:25pm | |
| Okay so I'm giving up on my 'friends' if they want to hangout or do anything they can call me. I'm tired of trying ya know. Theres just to much. So as of now I'm not going to california. I'm not going anywhere. I'll be greedy with my weed...lol. I'm just tired. If you think about it a friendship shouldn't have to be pushed. You shouldn't have to wait you shouldnt have to be put down or replaced and the friends should listen and take in what you say not let it go through especailly when you ask for the advice. I'm done. I'm not giving up...just dropping back. Not hoping for plans not hoping for anything. I'm just going to see what happens. And if nothing does then I guess this is good bye...I can be my own best friend. In a sense I guess I have been. That kinda hits you when they never talk to you unless something is wrong. Or if they want something. I'm tired of have to see if they are doing anything and I'm tired of being turned down or replaced by something else. When I left no one called except ashley. Thats sad isnt it. I guess that shows me who cares. But o well cuz now no one calls and no one bothers. I guess I was a pest ya know. But I'll get over it. Like I said I'm tired of trying in something thats not going anywhere. So I guess this is it. I love you guys and always will but theres always a breaking point and I can only go so far and get shot down so many times. Bye. | |
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SinfulDarkness | 07-05-04 7:45pm Friends can be pain in the asses but I guess at times you just need to sit back and watch what happens to see if theyre really worth it ya know, but i'm here to listen and if u ever need a smoking buddy i'm here too! you can teach me to roll joints and stuff lol |