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brokenmentality (profile) wrote,
on 7-6-2004 at 10:08am
i couldnt sleep last night... i hate having no control over that.

i have to work from 11-4. *woooooo



yesterday i came up with this sad realization that a part of me misses him... and im thinking.. what the fuck is wrong with you.. why would you think that? but maybee its just because im lonely... and he never let me feel that way. but im crazy.. and thats a crazy thought.. and im just praying that i forget all about it....... not to mention.. the person he's become.. isnt the person that i knew him as.... you cant miss a person you never knew right?


damn me having to work..... gahhhh.
well off i go i guess.....
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lilkristen

07-06-04 11:59am

you can miss someone you dont know... you can miss even just seeing their face... you dont have to miss personality or stuff like that... you can just miss the presence felt when he's around... whether hes with you or not...

i didnt sleep either... oy

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brokenmentality

Re:, 07-06-04 5:04pm

i think thats what it is... he drove me crazy.. but i kind of liked having someone to drive me crazy.. lol.

is that crazy?

i should just keep on saying crazy... because that is just CRAZY!

bahhh..... work sucked today.. im not out of the... "im a moron with nothing to do" mood yet.




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lilkristen

Re: Re:, 07-06-04 8:10pm

lol ur crazy

heehee

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glitterkisses

07-06-04 1:11pm

*shouts* HEY HEY, about "him" I talked to him. And I must tell you, I asked about that "thing" and he said he doesn't do "that thing" haha this is pathetic. But hopefully ou know what I mean.

She's right, you can miss him. At one point he was one of the most important things in the world to you. ...you can miss that.

love you *squeezes you tight* I'll call you later.

Jess

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